tEa TiMe!!!
Monday, December 27, 2004
hahahahaha
my previous post... is so funny!
haha...
nay...
i'm just wondering whether i should doll up myself or be the plain ivy i know...
hahaha... yeah... it's what you call a mini cross road of life, maybe the time when my mom started wearing make-up. But then i won't be wearing make-ups... duh... di ko pa yan kaya! i mean, di ko pa carry...
maybe add-ons na lang and change my kind of wardrobe... oh well, dunno...
we'll see again...
¶ 8:46 PM 0 comments
haha...
nay...
i'm just wondering whether i should doll up myself or be the plain ivy i know...
hahaha... yeah... it's what you call a mini cross road of life, maybe the time when my mom started wearing make-up. But then i won't be wearing make-ups... duh... di ko pa yan kaya! i mean, di ko pa carry...
maybe add-ons na lang and change my kind of wardrobe... oh well, dunno...
we'll see again...
¶ 8:46 PM 0 comments
Sunday, December 26, 2004
OH MY GULAY!
oh no!
oh my gush!
oh my gulay!
my grades are not good!
mababa!
huhuhu
erm... AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bakit ganito?
oh no...
patay
dead
wala na...
oh no... it's all my fault now
paano na?
uh oh... =(
¶ 5:02 PM 0 comments
oh my gush!
oh my gulay!
my grades are not good!
mababa!
huhuhu
erm... AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bakit ganito?
oh no...
patay
dead
wala na...
oh no... it's all my fault now
paano na?
uh oh... =(
¶ 5:02 PM 0 comments
before the change begins
okay, an hour from now, my first semester result will be out and I'm expecting a whirlwind of shocks... bad ones i believe... haha... ridiculous to call them shocks when I'm expecting them. Anyway, just leave them as that.
well, at least I'd like to blog my emotions before i would possibly break down. Currently I'm fine. More on the happy mood, and not a tinge of sadness but more on like a tinge of anxiety. I'm actually planning to sleep until 5 sumthin before i gear myself up again for my part time thingy. Im a bit disappointed for missing 4 straight volleball trainings; therefore, most likely losing my big chance of playing for the first six, which i endearingly wanted. Oh well, time to let go unless of course if it is really God's will to let me play. Sometimes, i just can't help it, or maybe my will is just too weak lately that the things i want to happen just can't be done. I don't know, but hey live on!
and to Karen, if you are reading this. About the KL trip, there were times na parang nagtatampo ako or something, it does not involve anything about you and your Dad or the trip, coz that time I was physically disabled... Or at least I could safely say that some physical pain had been torturing me and sometimes I can't help but change my facial expression and mood coz I'm trying to bear the pain... Sowee! pero i feel okay na. Apparently, that pain started that day we went off, and ended the day after, hours later when you left for the Phil... Malas noh? pero hehe, i didn't mind, I enjoyed KL naman eh. It was freedom. =P
Oh well, what else do i have to say? I'm not the type of person who loves to narrate what really happened to myself for the past 24 hours or maybe weeks. All i could say is that all along i made mistakes, i daydreamed! (uh oh not again! all the while i thought i got over daydreaming... yun pala inde pa), i missed the people i love, i walked a lot, ate like a pig (?)--> life's simple pleasures..heheh...., and what else? shop? hehe i did and i feel guilty for spending too much... hahaha... oh well, at least i was able to buy presents for my family. =)...
oh... im listening to Christmas melodies ryt at the moment. haha.. senti? niyaks! playing ryt now is " I'll be home for Christmas... even if only in my dreams!"--> waaaaaaaaaa!!!!
hehehe... natamaan ako dun ah! hihihihi....
oh well, that's it for now...
i shared my thoughts... I'll blog my emotions after i am aware of my potentially horrendous grades... But i won't be posting them! bwahahahahah!
God bless you all!
Advance Happy New Year!
P.S.
thanks BIG TIME to ate Cla and her family for adopting me for Christmas. I enjoyed singing (haha... Filipinos love to sing!), and eating and spending my favorite time of the year with a bunch of wonderful people. It was amazing and I was largely blessed (and yeah, don't forget the great food!--> i love the lasagna, turkey, ham, salad... cge na lahat na! hahahaha). God is amazing, Jesus is superb! love ya!
¶ 5:00 PM 0 comments
well, at least I'd like to blog my emotions before i would possibly break down. Currently I'm fine. More on the happy mood, and not a tinge of sadness but more on like a tinge of anxiety. I'm actually planning to sleep until 5 sumthin before i gear myself up again for my part time thingy. Im a bit disappointed for missing 4 straight volleball trainings; therefore, most likely losing my big chance of playing for the first six, which i endearingly wanted. Oh well, time to let go unless of course if it is really God's will to let me play. Sometimes, i just can't help it, or maybe my will is just too weak lately that the things i want to happen just can't be done. I don't know, but hey live on!
and to Karen, if you are reading this. About the KL trip, there were times na parang nagtatampo ako or something, it does not involve anything about you and your Dad or the trip, coz that time I was physically disabled... Or at least I could safely say that some physical pain had been torturing me and sometimes I can't help but change my facial expression and mood coz I'm trying to bear the pain... Sowee! pero i feel okay na. Apparently, that pain started that day we went off, and ended the day after, hours later when you left for the Phil... Malas noh? pero hehe, i didn't mind, I enjoyed KL naman eh. It was freedom. =P
Oh well, what else do i have to say? I'm not the type of person who loves to narrate what really happened to myself for the past 24 hours or maybe weeks. All i could say is that all along i made mistakes, i daydreamed! (uh oh not again! all the while i thought i got over daydreaming... yun pala inde pa), i missed the people i love, i walked a lot, ate like a pig (?)--> life's simple pleasures..heheh...., and what else? shop? hehe i did and i feel guilty for spending too much... hahaha... oh well, at least i was able to buy presents for my family. =)...
oh... im listening to Christmas melodies ryt at the moment. haha.. senti? niyaks! playing ryt now is " I'll be home for Christmas... even if only in my dreams!"--> waaaaaaaaaa!!!!
hehehe... natamaan ako dun ah! hihihihi....
oh well, that's it for now...
i shared my thoughts... I'll blog my emotions after i am aware of my potentially horrendous grades... But i won't be posting them! bwahahahahah!
God bless you all!
Advance Happy New Year!
P.S.
thanks BIG TIME to ate Cla and her family for adopting me for Christmas. I enjoyed singing (haha... Filipinos love to sing!), and eating and spending my favorite time of the year with a bunch of wonderful people. It was amazing and I was largely blessed (and yeah, don't forget the great food!--> i love the lasagna, turkey, ham, salad... cge na lahat na! hahahaha). God is amazing, Jesus is superb! love ya!
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Thursday, December 23, 2004
Kuala Lumpur Escapade
Wow!
three weeks back i thought i was going to be stuck in Singapore for quite a long time. But now, hehe... wee I've been to somewhere not Singapore. The title obviously speaks where I have been...
I have finally seen the tallest building in the world! hahaha... ryt! big deal! but for a lil gurl like me, hahaha, it is quite a big deal.
My Christmas isn't so boring after all thanks to Karen and her Dad, who invited me to tag along. I also learned stuff from them through their quite intellectual conversations, which I hardly remember having with my dad... hehe... what could a twelve year old innocent child say about grown-up stuff..." stop working coz you don't have enough time with us???"
Hmmm... about the Kuala Lumpur escapade. Well, for one, i miss the long bus rides (it was about 4-5 hours from singapore to KL). The bus was nice, the seats are like the business class in airpplanes, altho the colors are well... quite not so in... hehehe...
we were in malaysia for about 24 hours =)... although it wasnt enough to fully enjoy the tourists spots of KL, missing two consecutive volleyball trainings was worth the trip!
first we went to Sunway Lagoon, it has a hotel, a resort, an amusement park, and a mall, and it is designed after the egyptian pyramids and stuff in it. The place was cool although we only went for the dry rides. To fully enjoy the place, one must be prepared to be wet, bring swimming gears! The rides we ventured were Buffalo Bill Coaster, Niagara Falls Flume Ride (dang! we got nearly totally soaked! and the cowboy people were making us worse with water guns!), Colorado Splash (yeah.. another wet thingy), Tomahawk (tomahawk is like a slower, surprising, covered version of booster, although nothing beats "booster" of last year's Chinese New Year entertainments--> i screamed to death man!), Galleon and Lost City of Gold (quite a screamy one too =P).. we also walked around the place, made some stalactites, stalagmites and scholar stones sight seeing, and watched two cutie tigers on their "home"--> cage still with water falls and stones and fishes...
after Sunway Lagoon, we went to the mall with the skating rink. We watched several performances, although they were not really some proffesional ice skaters, i was meserized because I wanted to learn and do the graceful things they do... hehe... quite enchanting for me. The shops in that mall are also quite cheap, and as expected, pizza hut in KL is way cheaper than in Spore. So i enjoyed pizza with a fruit shake =P. Sunway is quite far from KL proper, about an hour ride, so roughly we were travelling and were in Sunway for about 6-8 hours?
Our next stop were shopping centers in KL. The not so nice The Mall, and then this Bukit something... hehe... and we made a Starbucks stop along the way (and yeah, starbucks is also cheaper there...hehe)...
What's really remarkable about the trip was that I never ate so much in a day for I think my past few months! Buffet breakfast (super full tummy!), Pizza Hut lunch, Hotdog something dinner, and nearly the whole pack of oreo (the bits thingy--> 4 dollar worth of oreo imagine that!) Lays, chocs, candies, fruits...=) hehe... FOOD! nothing beats the pleasure of eating good food! =)
well, that's all i guess... Im still quite sleepy and I still need a lot of sleep to catch up with because the trip was made the day i sent Jashep to the airport (slept for 2 hours only) 2 days ago, until now... i think i barely had enough naps in between...=P
God is good all the time. For some reasons He allowed me to stay here in Singapore for this Holiday, for some greater reasons and maybe purpose that somehow i'm starting to get enlightened with. I wouldn't be expecting nice things to happen though, for I know the Lord will never leave me and no matter what, everything would turn out to be perfectly okay =), most probably wonderful after a mix of maybe unlovable events and lovable ones =)
God bless everyone! and enjoy your Christmas and New Year!
here are some shots =)
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0098.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0110.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0109.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0083.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0046.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0037.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0036.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0030.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0093.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0105.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0054.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0111.jpg
¶ 11:47 AM 0 comments
three weeks back i thought i was going to be stuck in Singapore for quite a long time. But now, hehe... wee I've been to somewhere not Singapore. The title obviously speaks where I have been...
I have finally seen the tallest building in the world! hahaha... ryt! big deal! but for a lil gurl like me, hahaha, it is quite a big deal.
My Christmas isn't so boring after all thanks to Karen and her Dad, who invited me to tag along. I also learned stuff from them through their quite intellectual conversations, which I hardly remember having with my dad... hehe... what could a twelve year old innocent child say about grown-up stuff..." stop working coz you don't have enough time with us???"
Hmmm... about the Kuala Lumpur escapade. Well, for one, i miss the long bus rides (it was about 4-5 hours from singapore to KL). The bus was nice, the seats are like the business class in airpplanes, altho the colors are well... quite not so in... hehehe...
we were in malaysia for about 24 hours =)... although it wasnt enough to fully enjoy the tourists spots of KL, missing two consecutive volleyball trainings was worth the trip!
first we went to Sunway Lagoon, it has a hotel, a resort, an amusement park, and a mall, and it is designed after the egyptian pyramids and stuff in it. The place was cool although we only went for the dry rides. To fully enjoy the place, one must be prepared to be wet, bring swimming gears! The rides we ventured were Buffalo Bill Coaster, Niagara Falls Flume Ride (dang! we got nearly totally soaked! and the cowboy people were making us worse with water guns!), Colorado Splash (yeah.. another wet thingy), Tomahawk (tomahawk is like a slower, surprising, covered version of booster, although nothing beats "booster" of last year's Chinese New Year entertainments--> i screamed to death man!), Galleon and Lost City of Gold (quite a screamy one too =P).. we also walked around the place, made some stalactites, stalagmites and scholar stones sight seeing, and watched two cutie tigers on their "home"--> cage still with water falls and stones and fishes...
after Sunway Lagoon, we went to the mall with the skating rink. We watched several performances, although they were not really some proffesional ice skaters, i was meserized because I wanted to learn and do the graceful things they do... hehe... quite enchanting for me. The shops in that mall are also quite cheap, and as expected, pizza hut in KL is way cheaper than in Spore. So i enjoyed pizza with a fruit shake =P. Sunway is quite far from KL proper, about an hour ride, so roughly we were travelling and were in Sunway for about 6-8 hours?
Our next stop were shopping centers in KL. The not so nice The Mall, and then this Bukit something... hehe... and we made a Starbucks stop along the way (and yeah, starbucks is also cheaper there...hehe)...
What's really remarkable about the trip was that I never ate so much in a day for I think my past few months! Buffet breakfast (super full tummy!), Pizza Hut lunch, Hotdog something dinner, and nearly the whole pack of oreo (the bits thingy--> 4 dollar worth of oreo imagine that!) Lays, chocs, candies, fruits...=) hehe... FOOD! nothing beats the pleasure of eating good food! =)
well, that's all i guess... Im still quite sleepy and I still need a lot of sleep to catch up with because the trip was made the day i sent Jashep to the airport (slept for 2 hours only) 2 days ago, until now... i think i barely had enough naps in between...=P
God is good all the time. For some reasons He allowed me to stay here in Singapore for this Holiday, for some greater reasons and maybe purpose that somehow i'm starting to get enlightened with. I wouldn't be expecting nice things to happen though, for I know the Lord will never leave me and no matter what, everything would turn out to be perfectly okay =), most probably wonderful after a mix of maybe unlovable events and lovable ones =)
God bless everyone! and enjoy your Christmas and New Year!
here are some shots =)
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0098.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0110.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0109.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0083.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0046.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0037.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0036.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0030.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0093.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0105.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0054.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/KL/DSCF0111.jpg
¶ 11:47 AM 0 comments
Monday, December 13, 2004
i'm back
i'm back to myself
and for sure i'm back for good!
i just woke up from a silly dream and I guess i had to follow more of my rationale rather than my treacherous temporary euphoria.
it had to take me weeks to get over my lag, and i guess i'm more aware now and I have to set myself ready for the adventure I'm about to embark in the coming year.
and really now. I'm serious this time around...
i'm really back
albeit i have to start from square one, i'm more resilient
much more like a rebel to myself...hehe
---digression---
wow i can't believe im a working student now =)...hehe...
i don't know what awaits me this Christmas but I'm ready
if it is going to be cold, i have a jacket...hehehe...
okie..
that's it for now
God bless!
CARPE DIEM!
P.S.
some extras...
hehe... ooops... that pride thing in me is sooo...urgh... it had to be shed off more often.
¶ 6:39 PM 0 comments
and for sure i'm back for good!
i just woke up from a silly dream and I guess i had to follow more of my rationale rather than my treacherous temporary euphoria.
it had to take me weeks to get over my lag, and i guess i'm more aware now and I have to set myself ready for the adventure I'm about to embark in the coming year.
and really now. I'm serious this time around...
i'm really back
albeit i have to start from square one, i'm more resilient
much more like a rebel to myself...hehe
---digression---
wow i can't believe im a working student now =)...hehe...
i don't know what awaits me this Christmas but I'm ready
if it is going to be cold, i have a jacket...hehehe...
okie..
that's it for now
God bless!
CARPE DIEM!
P.S.
some extras...
 | Funshine Bear |
hehe... ooops... that pride thing in me is sooo...urgh... it had to be shed off more often.
¶ 6:39 PM 0 comments
tama
di pala ako isang babaeng madali makuha...hahahah
salamat sa bago kong kaibigan... niremind niya ako about nun...
haha.. back to normal, and i guess i have to straighten up some stupid things that I have done...
wee...
i don't hate myself.... =)
¶ 6:22 AM 0 comments
salamat sa bago kong kaibigan... niremind niya ako about nun...
haha.. back to normal, and i guess i have to straighten up some stupid things that I have done...
wee...
i don't hate myself.... =)
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Sunday, December 12, 2004
i hate myself
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¶ 5:30 PM 0 comments
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¶ 5:30 PM 0 comments
I THINK
I JUST BROKE SOMEONE ELSE'S HEART =(
i wish i was not me...
i can't believe i did this... I thought i never would...
blimey...
i wanna go home =(... or maybe somewhere...
¶ 6:10 AM 0 comments
i wish i was not me...
i can't believe i did this... I thought i never would...
blimey...
i wanna go home =(... or maybe somewhere...
¶ 6:10 AM 0 comments
Friday, December 10, 2004
tralala...love?
no Im not in love... i just want to give some thought about it...
why? shux... heartbreaks are around me now! from relatives to friends to acquaintances... what do you know? do they really have to linger around on me like this? somehow I feel tortured for friends experiencing pains, or causing pain. It is possible that I may be missing a lot because romance is in some different plane compared to what I'm in and I've never been there (but trust me, im not interested but i don't want to jump into any conclusion). Oh well, God has been giving me ideas about the L word... and here I am commenting something kinda more substantial than crap...haha... =P
well, what do I have to say?
love drives people nuts!
....do i have to explain why? i think it is more obvious than said!...
hahaha... and yet...
love is addictive --> explains why people love again even though they were heartbroken for gazillion times AND even though they say they would never love again. (blimey! that claim usually gets disproven even before it is said! hahaha)
love secures - it is more of the feeling that you know somebody loves you (and knows you, and accepts who you really are), and because of this you tend to be more confident and (duh) secured. hehe... at least you know that there's this someone who's gonna catch you when you fall (what a cliche! but perhaps that is the usual initial assumption i think)... it's like the feeling of not being alone in times you want someone (or whatever times that you don't want to be alone) albeit it depends on the person because some people like me just don't feel/see things that way...but who knows?... I DON'T WANT TO KNOW! hehehe... although, some funny positive (?) drawback (?) you tend to really argue with much more sensible or senseless things compared to casual friendships...hehe...
(ooops... to be continued! )
haha... I don't know what things I still have to say. More like, I only have time to upgrade my blog on the last free minute before I go somewhere else (i.e. training/work)... and yeah, it would not surprise you if I wouold tell that in less than five minutes time I have to leave my room! *LOL*
what's happening to me!!!
question: is it possible to find true love on the internet?
hehe...like I care... but then, I care! why do people love to make believe, and most of the time it is mutual for two people who deem to believe that they met by destiny and the blah blah... I don't know... I'm more like confused at the moment!
I want Jesus =( I want Him now!!!
... hehe... throwing tantrums... yeah, i don't want to bother myself with these things... people are having heartbreaks, and that gives romance some drawback...hehe
sorry!
¶ 5:18 PM 0 comments
why? shux... heartbreaks are around me now! from relatives to friends to acquaintances... what do you know? do they really have to linger around on me like this? somehow I feel tortured for friends experiencing pains, or causing pain. It is possible that I may be missing a lot because romance is in some different plane compared to what I'm in and I've never been there (but trust me, im not interested but i don't want to jump into any conclusion). Oh well, God has been giving me ideas about the L word... and here I am commenting something kinda more substantial than crap...haha... =P
well, what do I have to say?
love drives people nuts!
....do i have to explain why? i think it is more obvious than said!...
hahaha... and yet...
love is addictive --> explains why people love again even though they were heartbroken for gazillion times AND even though they say they would never love again. (blimey! that claim usually gets disproven even before it is said! hahaha)
love secures - it is more of the feeling that you know somebody loves you (and knows you, and accepts who you really are), and because of this you tend to be more confident and (duh) secured. hehe... at least you know that there's this someone who's gonna catch you when you fall (what a cliche! but perhaps that is the usual initial assumption i think)... it's like the feeling of not being alone in times you want someone (or whatever times that you don't want to be alone) albeit it depends on the person because some people like me just don't feel/see things that way...but who knows?... I DON'T WANT TO KNOW! hehehe... although, some funny positive (?) drawback (?) you tend to really argue with much more sensible or senseless things compared to casual friendships...hehe...
(ooops... to be continued! )
haha... I don't know what things I still have to say. More like, I only have time to upgrade my blog on the last free minute before I go somewhere else (i.e. training/work)... and yeah, it would not surprise you if I wouold tell that in less than five minutes time I have to leave my room! *LOL*
what's happening to me!!!
question: is it possible to find true love on the internet?
hehe...like I care... but then, I care! why do people love to make believe, and most of the time it is mutual for two people who deem to believe that they met by destiny and the blah blah... I don't know... I'm more like confused at the moment!
I want Jesus =( I want Him now!!!
... hehe... throwing tantrums... yeah, i don't want to bother myself with these things... people are having heartbreaks, and that gives romance some drawback...hehe
sorry!
¶ 5:18 PM 0 comments
Thursday, December 09, 2004
trouble's brewing!
before i go to that, yesterday Tuk and I went out to watch The Incredibles. To my insolence, we failed to get a good seat because I did not book (the whole night before I was wide awake playing with the cathay cinema's site's features and I did not book for the seats!), and end up watching all the tickets get sold out in front of our eyes. It was also the last show for the night so bye-bye incredibles. So we ended up watching National Security (although Blade III wasn't a bad option, we set it aside though coz we haven't watched the earlier Blade movies). National Security was indeed a thriller (for me, coz i was sticking to TUK the whole time not wanting to see what's going to happen next because from the beginning the enemy was always somewhere near the vicinity of the protagonist, Cage and company)...haha.. it was a fantasy plot though... Some wishful thinking kind of plot/story...It's one thing i really can't believe to have happened... also, it's kinda unrealistic to have this nearly all knowing guy who can solve riddles/problems well in one sitting, or maybe i just haven't meet a super super intelligent person on many ( if not most) aspects in my whole life! But overall I ended up getting curious for Blade III, at least it's meant to be a fantasy/fictional movie unlike NS...hehhee... however, I enjoyed, except of course for the usual expected happy ending...=P
about trouble I slept 5 sumthin am and woke up 4 pm missing my softball training (albet I really wanted to quit if only Kaiwen did not plead) ...and in about ten minutes ill be having my vball training so I better end this blog soon... I also shud eat the corn i experimentaly cooked...It's too soft yet juicy..hhehe
ciao!
God bless everyone!
¶ 5:22 PM 0 comments
about trouble I slept 5 sumthin am and woke up 4 pm missing my softball training (albet I really wanted to quit if only Kaiwen did not plead) ...and in about ten minutes ill be having my vball training so I better end this blog soon... I also shud eat the corn i experimentaly cooked...It's too soft yet juicy..hhehe
ciao!
God bless everyone!
¶ 5:22 PM 0 comments
Monday, December 06, 2004
drama
i don't want to go home this Christmas...
i heard a nice two-week offer ticket trip to the Phil for 2. It is really cheap and I could afford it, not missing much of my trainings at the same time spending at least the Christmas day itself, my father's birthday, New year and the first seven days of 2005 at home. But then... I thought, what do I have to come home to?
yeah, i had quite a talk with my mom... only to realize that at that time she doesn't really want me home coz it's costly and 2 weeks is not that long... 2 weeks??? e32qu98qy67fhas... that's fourteen days! that's 336 home hours! that's 20,160 minutes, that's 1,209,600 seconds! and call 2 weeks fleeting? those two weeks are the weeks being waited for if i went back earlier this month...those are the essential weeks the two (or 3) earlier weeks have existed for! (hihi)... Oh well, no point of discussing it here... It wouldn't change anythin. The reason i wanted to go back is to see my big bro, and my younger sista again... I also love to see my big sista, but she's kinda busy. I also want to see the fish pond built for my 18th birthday. I want to see my fishes, my dear kababata, my hi skul classmate, my pretty and handsome relatives. I want to walk around our place. I want to see a good beach. I want to see nature. I want... I want... But again they're nothing much since they really don't want me home for Christmas. I bet I'll be good as broke when I get there. Hehe... The adavantage of spending those two weeks here is that i'll be enjoying 24/7 speedy internet, I could play ___ anytime, I could sleep LOOOONG hours, I could slack off, get bored, get wasted all i want, get shattered, get bored, get composed again, get drained, sleep, eat not so good tasting non-pinoy food, work, train, train hard, train, train, train...spend money and not get that broke as what i have projected in the Phil. Write more crap in this blog more often. Check my e-mail. FLY...
i think im as good as dead... hehe... just kiddin...
guess i'd miss more if i go home... hehe... im better off here, in my personalised room. with a good fan and good lighting. In the comfort of my very own bed. and my life, under my very stubborn control.
hehe...
i need my Lord.
¶ 10:43 PM 0 comments
i heard a nice two-week offer ticket trip to the Phil for 2. It is really cheap and I could afford it, not missing much of my trainings at the same time spending at least the Christmas day itself, my father's birthday, New year and the first seven days of 2005 at home. But then... I thought, what do I have to come home to?
yeah, i had quite a talk with my mom... only to realize that at that time she doesn't really want me home coz it's costly and 2 weeks is not that long... 2 weeks??? e32qu98qy67fhas... that's fourteen days! that's 336 home hours! that's 20,160 minutes, that's 1,209,600 seconds! and call 2 weeks fleeting? those two weeks are the weeks being waited for if i went back earlier this month...those are the essential weeks the two (or 3) earlier weeks have existed for! (hihi)... Oh well, no point of discussing it here... It wouldn't change anythin. The reason i wanted to go back is to see my big bro, and my younger sista again... I also love to see my big sista, but she's kinda busy. I also want to see the fish pond built for my 18th birthday. I want to see my fishes, my dear kababata, my hi skul classmate, my pretty and handsome relatives. I want to walk around our place. I want to see a good beach. I want to see nature. I want... I want... But again they're nothing much since they really don't want me home for Christmas. I bet I'll be good as broke when I get there. Hehe... The adavantage of spending those two weeks here is that i'll be enjoying 24/7 speedy internet, I could play ___ anytime, I could sleep LOOOONG hours, I could slack off, get bored, get wasted all i want, get shattered, get bored, get composed again, get drained, sleep, eat not so good tasting non-pinoy food, work, train, train hard, train, train, train...spend money and not get that broke as what i have projected in the Phil. Write more crap in this blog more often. Check my e-mail. FLY...
i think im as good as dead... hehe... just kiddin...
guess i'd miss more if i go home... hehe... im better off here, in my personalised room. with a good fan and good lighting. In the comfort of my very own bed. and my life, under my very stubborn control.
hehe...
i need my Lord.
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Friday, December 03, 2004
just makin a fuss
wahahaha... now, im wet all over with sweat! Just came from our volleyball training. My towel is also wet with sweat... as in wet! A neighbor saw me, and i dare say it's obvious in her face that she was shocked to see me wet...hehe... my Kent Ridge gray shirt, once light gray is noy nearly dark gray... weehee... good thing she knows i play volleyball, at least weird things wont have to butt in, in her imagination...
hehe...
the training (now this is more like wordly thoughts):
well, the coach is tough and strict! I think he's one lucky man (but he deserves it though because he trains us for free--> therefore, he can be strict all he wants. And STONE-COLD to hardly breathing and trying hard after several seemingly endless PTs players)... About being lucky... well, let's start assuming that all girls are drop dead gorgeous and sexy. So, all the players in the volleyball girls team are like that. The coach got a car, he's a professional (a doctor--> oooh... not bad... secured...wehehehe... but quite old...heee... nevermind)... His car is not a two seater, and I heard someone said before that a two seater car is not really a chick magnet because the otherwise can accomodate 4 chicks (the one in your passenger's seat and her girl friends options...hahaha...mean!). Now what i really meant lucky was that this man, for minutes of his life, drove 5 drop dead gorgeous and sexy ladies back home! hahahaha... now that's not four, whooping FIVE!
hahah... okay... i'll shut that worldly thingy down... IT'S soo shallow...altho it gave me quite a laugh....
=P...
okay... back to normal... I'm going to be busy! Monday (6 pm to 11), Tuesday (2 trainings: 9-1 pm, 6 pm to 11)), Thursday (training-am), Friday (pm), Sat and Sun (work 12-3 and 6-10 pm).... hahah... I just hope that the Lord will show Himself to me clearly so I won't have to struggle against myself. I need prayers... I know for sure that it's certain that I need the Lord all the days of my life... But sometimes it's just not easy to forget the self, my spirit is attached to the body...
To all those who are home or are going home. Enjoy your vacation for me ! (since i wont be home)
And to all those affected by the super typhoon at this moment... PLEASE do take care! Ask the Lord for His protection and I'll also pray for you and for all the Filipinos affected...
I love my mom...
God bless!
¶ 11:02 PM 0 comments
hehe...
the training (now this is more like wordly thoughts):
well, the coach is tough and strict! I think he's one lucky man (but he deserves it though because he trains us for free--> therefore, he can be strict all he wants. And STONE-COLD to hardly breathing and trying hard after several seemingly endless PTs players)... About being lucky... well, let's start assuming that all girls are drop dead gorgeous and sexy. So, all the players in the volleyball girls team are like that. The coach got a car, he's a professional (a doctor--> oooh... not bad... secured...wehehehe... but quite old...heee... nevermind)... His car is not a two seater, and I heard someone said before that a two seater car is not really a chick magnet because the otherwise can accomodate 4 chicks (the one in your passenger's seat and her girl friends options...hahaha...mean!). Now what i really meant lucky was that this man, for minutes of his life, drove 5 drop dead gorgeous and sexy ladies back home! hahahaha... now that's not four, whooping FIVE!
hahah... okay... i'll shut that worldly thingy down... IT'S soo shallow...altho it gave me quite a laugh....
=P...
okay... back to normal... I'm going to be busy! Monday (6 pm to 11), Tuesday (2 trainings: 9-1 pm, 6 pm to 11)), Thursday (training-am), Friday (pm), Sat and Sun (work 12-3 and 6-10 pm).... hahah... I just hope that the Lord will show Himself to me clearly so I won't have to struggle against myself. I need prayers... I know for sure that it's certain that I need the Lord all the days of my life... But sometimes it's just not easy to forget the self, my spirit is attached to the body...
To all those who are home or are going home. Enjoy your vacation for me ! (since i wont be home)
And to all those affected by the super typhoon at this moment... PLEASE do take care! Ask the Lord for His protection and I'll also pray for you and for all the Filipinos affected...
I love my mom...
God bless!
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Wednesday, December 01, 2004
B.L.U.R me
haha... I don't know... I just find myself getting blur, that's all...
NUS proved to me how dumb I am... Well, let's just twist it this way, everyone's intelligent and the paper's too hard... =P
I would want to enjoy the holidays, but how? maybe working will do some trick... reminds me though about how my mom wished me to enjoy this vacation as much as I can... and reminds me again that I should consider what she said because when the year ends, another dumbfounding semester will try to push me down... or up if things get better =)
oh well, im a bit anxious... about venturing new grounds... I'm 18 but believe it or not, I don't know what I have to do or do i really have to do something?... I have promised myself to be more responsible... But how? I'm just a newbie in this professional world so I got no idea how to manage myself well. I don't know what I have to learn... Although maybe I could use some of my not-really professional acting skills to act like I'm good but such a deception could only end up fooling me... Or so i think... or maybe I just fear this change of lifestyle, or am I nervously excited?
I don't know if i tend to hold on things as much as I can... But I am... From trash to opportunities... I don't like risking or wasting... even in computer games, I don't want to lose even a soldier alone in the middle of a battle somewhere in the digital world... Is it because librans are just fairly indecisive that they hold on to every good side of every option??? it's somehow an irritating realization that indeed I'm one indecisive girl... I don't believe in Zodiac Signs but I'm observing this match in descriptions, which I do not deny to be real... I do not know how God planned this universe, but it sure is overwhelming yet sometimes confusing to a small mind! I do not know! I know nothing!
Medals, trophies and certificates are just fraud documents telling that you were once a brilliant person who knows quite a lot. In the end, however, you'll realize you know nothing. For if you did, you wouldn't be accepting those awards because in the end again they won't really amount to something (maybe just some cosmetic display in your resume and maybe in your house). Well, that's how things are for me...
oh well... another well not-so-pointless post with an irrelevant title =P
tata!
hope everybody will have a nice safe trip back home!
¶ 12:35 AM 0 comments
NUS proved to me how dumb I am... Well, let's just twist it this way, everyone's intelligent and the paper's too hard... =P
I would want to enjoy the holidays, but how? maybe working will do some trick... reminds me though about how my mom wished me to enjoy this vacation as much as I can... and reminds me again that I should consider what she said because when the year ends, another dumbfounding semester will try to push me down... or up if things get better =)
oh well, im a bit anxious... about venturing new grounds... I'm 18 but believe it or not, I don't know what I have to do or do i really have to do something?... I have promised myself to be more responsible... But how? I'm just a newbie in this professional world so I got no idea how to manage myself well. I don't know what I have to learn... Although maybe I could use some of my not-really professional acting skills to act like I'm good but such a deception could only end up fooling me... Or so i think... or maybe I just fear this change of lifestyle, or am I nervously excited?
I don't know if i tend to hold on things as much as I can... But I am... From trash to opportunities... I don't like risking or wasting... even in computer games, I don't want to lose even a soldier alone in the middle of a battle somewhere in the digital world... Is it because librans are just fairly indecisive that they hold on to every good side of every option??? it's somehow an irritating realization that indeed I'm one indecisive girl... I don't believe in Zodiac Signs but I'm observing this match in descriptions, which I do not deny to be real... I do not know how God planned this universe, but it sure is overwhelming yet sometimes confusing to a small mind! I do not know! I know nothing!
Medals, trophies and certificates are just fraud documents telling that you were once a brilliant person who knows quite a lot. In the end, however, you'll realize you know nothing. For if you did, you wouldn't be accepting those awards because in the end again they won't really amount to something (maybe just some cosmetic display in your resume and maybe in your house). Well, that's how things are for me...
oh well... another well not-so-pointless post with an irrelevant title =P
tata!
hope everybody will have a nice safe trip back home!
¶ 12:35 AM 0 comments
