yeah yeah i oredi have my yearbook!

4 papers down, 2 majors more to go! whoopee!!!!!!!

thank you Lord ^_^  ¶ 7:15 PM 0 comments

  Why I don't like electrical engineering It is technical...
it is lifeless... Not like art not like science
it is truly boring
it is particularly boring
boringly stressful
badly stereotyped
few geniuses around the campus
and those geniuses have life
otherwise, there are great muggers
some are lifeless muggers
and there are geeks too
and geeks are by default, lifeless
wish I was a genius
is that by birth?
anyways, im not a genius, im not a geek, im not a mugger...
electrical engineering is also boring

if my interest in anime is similar to that of electrical engineering
i could have been a DL ever since
but then again if all the time i spent for anime has been spent conditioning myself to like electrical engineering... i wouldn't be like this...

anyways....
ENGINEERING IS AWFULLY... boring (is this in NUS alone??? or issit just my course???)
heck...
dinner with rohit coming up!

btw, my relatives went back to Philippines this morning...
i better stop missing them also...
start...watching webcast!
ack!  ¶ 8:38 PM 1 comments

  whom do I have in heaven but you? Psalms 73: 21-26 (NIV)
When my heart was grieved and my spirit embittered. I was senseless and ignorant; I was a brute beast before You. Yet I am always with you; you hold me by my right hand. You guide me with your counsel, and afterward you will take me into glory. Whom have I in heaven but you? ... My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever...


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The two greatest commandments.
1. Love God
2. Love your neighbor as thyself
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thoughts... thoughts...
If you love God then you'll learn to love your neighbor like you love yourself. (Godly love)

^_^  ¶ 9:38 AM 0 comments

  thank you Lord for your love
for your mercy
for your glory
for Rohit
for Eunice... for giving me action instead of condemnation for my nonChristian relationship... she is an all inclusive faithful family member of the Church.
for Huiling... for the concerned support and the willingness to pray for everyone, even me, who she believes needs prayers about my relationship with a nonChristian.
for Htoo Htoo and Muthaw
for Korinna
for my family
for friends
for the Church


it has been a struggle, Lord...
now, I choose to move on...  ¶ 8:00 AM 0 comments

  i am amazed i am amazed

how could someone just detach oneself from emotions and continue on working like nothing happened. I was once capable, my mind once ruled my heart, but now it doesn't seem to be the case...

and seeing someone like me before now that I am not... I am amazed. I even don't understand how in the world they can do that!

but im pretty much amazed.

i have been sleeping too much.
i have been moving around in a world I thought real for such a long time now.
dreamland? but I guess it was just too long...
too long that I even know everything I see in that world wears a mask, and I am ignorant of what's underneath.
have I turned into a coward?
maybe.

reminds me of matrix... should I choose to play ignorant and act like everything's for real, or choose to wake up and face the painful reality.

been studying a lot of these things for the past 2 sems...and I think im having an overload of such things--> religion, philosophy, reflections, ideas... Now I understand why the Lord has not revealed everything to us... we are only humans to understand, there are so many realities that we cannot comprehend... Even this little confusions about reality disturbed me a lot, how much more understanding what reality is! But I guess I shall wait for that time, when we will all be prepared for it.... time... time will tell...

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if you are in the right path, do not swerve... it is not cool to swerve. you will be only tormenting yourself.  ¶ 12:59 PM 0 comments