Monday, December 06, 2004
drama
i don't want to go home this Christmas...
i heard a nice two-week offer ticket trip to the Phil for 2. It is really cheap and I could afford it, not missing much of my trainings at the same time spending at least the Christmas day itself, my father's birthday, New year and the first seven days of 2005 at home. But then... I thought, what do I have to come home to?
yeah, i had quite a talk with my mom... only to realize that at that time she doesn't really want me home coz it's costly and 2 weeks is not that long... 2 weeks??? e32qu98qy67fhas... that's fourteen days! that's 336 home hours! that's 20,160 minutes, that's 1,209,600 seconds! and call 2 weeks fleeting? those two weeks are the weeks being waited for if i went back earlier this month...those are the essential weeks the two (or 3) earlier weeks have existed for! (hihi)... Oh well, no point of discussing it here... It wouldn't change anythin. The reason i wanted to go back is to see my big bro, and my younger sista again... I also love to see my big sista, but she's kinda busy. I also want to see the fish pond built for my 18th birthday. I want to see my fishes, my dear kababata, my hi skul classmate, my pretty and handsome relatives. I want to walk around our place. I want to see a good beach. I want to see nature. I want... I want... But again they're nothing much since they really don't want me home for Christmas. I bet I'll be good as broke when I get there. Hehe... The adavantage of spending those two weeks here is that i'll be enjoying 24/7 speedy internet, I could play ___ anytime, I could sleep LOOOONG hours, I could slack off, get bored, get wasted all i want, get shattered, get bored, get composed again, get drained, sleep, eat not so good tasting non-pinoy food, work, train, train hard, train, train, train...spend money and not get that broke as what i have projected in the Phil. Write more crap in this blog more often. Check my e-mail. FLY...
i think im as good as dead... hehe... just kiddin...
guess i'd miss more if i go home... hehe... im better off here, in my personalised room. with a good fan and good lighting. In the comfort of my very own bed. and my life, under my very stubborn control.
hehe...
i need my Lord.
¶ 10:43 PM
i heard a nice two-week offer ticket trip to the Phil for 2. It is really cheap and I could afford it, not missing much of my trainings at the same time spending at least the Christmas day itself, my father's birthday, New year and the first seven days of 2005 at home. But then... I thought, what do I have to come home to?
yeah, i had quite a talk with my mom... only to realize that at that time she doesn't really want me home coz it's costly and 2 weeks is not that long... 2 weeks??? e32qu98qy67fhas... that's fourteen days! that's 336 home hours! that's 20,160 minutes, that's 1,209,600 seconds! and call 2 weeks fleeting? those two weeks are the weeks being waited for if i went back earlier this month...those are the essential weeks the two (or 3) earlier weeks have existed for! (hihi)... Oh well, no point of discussing it here... It wouldn't change anythin. The reason i wanted to go back is to see my big bro, and my younger sista again... I also love to see my big sista, but she's kinda busy. I also want to see the fish pond built for my 18th birthday. I want to see my fishes, my dear kababata, my hi skul classmate, my pretty and handsome relatives. I want to walk around our place. I want to see a good beach. I want to see nature. I want... I want... But again they're nothing much since they really don't want me home for Christmas. I bet I'll be good as broke when I get there. Hehe... The adavantage of spending those two weeks here is that i'll be enjoying 24/7 speedy internet, I could play ___ anytime, I could sleep LOOOONG hours, I could slack off, get bored, get wasted all i want, get shattered, get bored, get composed again, get drained, sleep, eat not so good tasting non-pinoy food, work, train, train hard, train, train, train...spend money and not get that broke as what i have projected in the Phil. Write more crap in this blog more often. Check my e-mail. FLY...
i think im as good as dead... hehe... just kiddin...
guess i'd miss more if i go home... hehe... im better off here, in my personalised room. with a good fan and good lighting. In the comfort of my very own bed. and my life, under my very stubborn control.
hehe...
i need my Lord.
¶ 10:43 PM
