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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
nong nong distance love affair...
lss..
nong nong distance love affair..
i keep humming that...weird. neways, as an apparently general rule, long distance relationship don't work out but with a few exceptions.
someone told me (that is before his break up) long distance relationships will only work with maturity. but then, if he considers himself rather mature on it then I guess long distance relationship doesn't necessarily work with maturity.
sabi pa nga nila, there is no one-way street. Both parties must do something else, if the other one is left exerting effort eventually the determination fades, and we all know it ends there maybe unless if they meet again and the "fire" is rekindled.
somehow, i think love alone won't work for long distance relationships and so is maturity alone. I don't know what exactly so I'll just say that those whose relationships apparently worked out are the lucky ones.
i do not know what romantic love really is and so is the certainty that those who engage in a relationship are in love (both ways). i know quite a number who just go for it because it is fun, because they don't want to be alone, because they like each other simply.
as for me. I love Rohit. but... is love what i really feel? at the moment I label that feeling as love because I know that feeling is different from mere liking/infatuation. I can say this because I have liked many guys before but this one is different.
so you may ask, what is the point of me injecting my relationship with Rohit to this nong nong distance love affair? well... he is bonded for 6 years in Singapore while I have the world! my loved ones have asked where do I want to work after graduation, now I directly answer: Singapore, although before I simply don't know... the main reason? I want to stay with him... however, I do feel that Im not certain about this. Opportunities do lurk somewhere beneath the sky, it can be anywhere, it can be 17 hours plane ride from singapore which costs $$$$$... I mean considering the worst, I will be in this nong nong distance relationship--> this gives an impression that you know... it might not work out. My mom does say that there are lots of other guys in the world who would run after me (hehe...well she said that apparently but it is no big deal. I don't get a big head out of it, my head is already generally bigger (physically) so I do not need anything more--> since it already gives me this weird paranoia of brain cancer =P.lol)jowk... but really I shall wash my hands clean, I'm not that "wow" of a girl to be chased by men... i so hope!!! aren't my clothes a bit guyish enough to be unattractive? =P... if crowds of men chase me...they have a lousy taste...except for my boy-boy!!! so enough of that self-centeredness... back on track (errr.. still memememe though). basically it is my general notion that nong distance relationships don't work makes me reconsider working in singapore... we will see! no one can be pretty certain about the future neways. Who knows Orlando Bloom might come to Singapore for me, in his Legolas form =P and become my next bf =P...lol... lame...lame lame lame.
My ate is in Japan currently, after 8 years with her bf, she left Philippines... I only pray that their relationship would work out because her bf is the one my late father approved of for her, the one we all approved of for her. I am pretty much concerned about it... really. Else, the prospect of me becoming a maid of honor will get slim =(... hehe... but really... I just want the two of them to end up together... that's all...
nong nong distance love affair... owohooh!
Telephone (long long distance love affair)
by Sheena Easton
I've been away from you for far too long
Too much chances make my heart go frantic
I wanna tell you what's been goin' on,
operator give me Trans Atlantic
I sit alone as the night goes by
Stare at the phone and wait for your reply
CHORUS:
Long long distance love affair, I can't find you anywhere
I call you on the telefone, but you're never home
I gotta get a message to you, I wanna tell you what I'm going through
What in the world's comin' over you
How come you're acting like a total stranger
I try to reach you but I can't get through
I got this feeling that my heart's in danger
I got your letter it was perfectly clear
Havin' a ball, and wishin' you are here
CHORUS
Premonition is a funny thing, a familiar kind of pain and easy
Like knowin' when the phone is gonna ring
Too many times and it'll drive you crazy
I hear your echo in the longer hall
Call out your name, but no-one's there at all
Long long distance love affair, I can't find you anywhere
I call you on the telefone, but you're never home
(repeats out) ¶ 8:07 PM 0 comments
nong nong distance love affair..
i keep humming that...weird. neways, as an apparently general rule, long distance relationship don't work out but with a few exceptions.
someone told me (that is before his break up) long distance relationships will only work with maturity. but then, if he considers himself rather mature on it then I guess long distance relationship doesn't necessarily work with maturity.
sabi pa nga nila, there is no one-way street. Both parties must do something else, if the other one is left exerting effort eventually the determination fades, and we all know it ends there maybe unless if they meet again and the "fire" is rekindled.
somehow, i think love alone won't work for long distance relationships and so is maturity alone. I don't know what exactly so I'll just say that those whose relationships apparently worked out are the lucky ones.
i do not know what romantic love really is and so is the certainty that those who engage in a relationship are in love (both ways). i know quite a number who just go for it because it is fun, because they don't want to be alone, because they like each other simply.
as for me. I love Rohit. but... is love what i really feel? at the moment I label that feeling as love because I know that feeling is different from mere liking/infatuation. I can say this because I have liked many guys before but this one is different.
so you may ask, what is the point of me injecting my relationship with Rohit to this nong nong distance love affair? well... he is bonded for 6 years in Singapore while I have the world! my loved ones have asked where do I want to work after graduation, now I directly answer: Singapore, although before I simply don't know... the main reason? I want to stay with him... however, I do feel that Im not certain about this. Opportunities do lurk somewhere beneath the sky, it can be anywhere, it can be 17 hours plane ride from singapore which costs $$$$$... I mean considering the worst, I will be in this nong nong distance relationship--> this gives an impression that you know... it might not work out. My mom does say that there are lots of other guys in the world who would run after me (hehe...well she said that apparently but it is no big deal. I don't get a big head out of it, my head is already generally bigger (physically) so I do not need anything more--> since it already gives me this weird paranoia of brain cancer =P.lol)jowk... but really I shall wash my hands clean, I'm not that "wow" of a girl to be chased by men... i so hope!!! aren't my clothes a bit guyish enough to be unattractive? =P... if crowds of men chase me...they have a lousy taste...except for my boy-boy!!! so enough of that self-centeredness... back on track (errr.. still memememe though). basically it is my general notion that nong distance relationships don't work makes me reconsider working in singapore... we will see! no one can be pretty certain about the future neways. Who knows Orlando Bloom might come to Singapore for me, in his Legolas form =P and become my next bf =P...lol... lame...lame lame lame.
My ate is in Japan currently, after 8 years with her bf, she left Philippines... I only pray that their relationship would work out because her bf is the one my late father approved of for her, the one we all approved of for her. I am pretty much concerned about it... really. Else, the prospect of me becoming a maid of honor will get slim =(... hehe... but really... I just want the two of them to end up together... that's all...
nong nong distance love affair... owohooh!
Telephone (long long distance love affair)
by Sheena Easton
I've been away from you for far too long
Too much chances make my heart go frantic
I wanna tell you what's been goin' on,
operator give me Trans Atlantic
I sit alone as the night goes by
Stare at the phone and wait for your reply
CHORUS:
Long long distance love affair, I can't find you anywhere
I call you on the telefone, but you're never home
I gotta get a message to you, I wanna tell you what I'm going through
What in the world's comin' over you
How come you're acting like a total stranger
I try to reach you but I can't get through
I got this feeling that my heart's in danger
I got your letter it was perfectly clear
Havin' a ball, and wishin' you are here
CHORUS
Premonition is a funny thing, a familiar kind of pain and easy
Like knowin' when the phone is gonna ring
Too many times and it'll drive you crazy
I hear your echo in the longer hall
Call out your name, but no-one's there at all
Long long distance love affair, I can't find you anywhere
I call you on the telefone, but you're never home
(repeats out) ¶ 8:07 PM 0 comments
Friday, May 26, 2006
out of the blue
*looks around*
hmmm... this may be the first time I write it out in my blog...
but hey for the record...:
I LOVE YOU ROHIT!!!
and I was somehow a bit unfortunate that we've gotten together while you are doing your IA (well for most part that is)...
thanks a lot for your patience. =)...and well...uhm... pardon my impatience.=|
neways, people think of me like a child. but you see, for someone like me to have fallen for a tall, dark and handsome =P, well, it takes more than just being plain childish yeah? or so i think.=P.
and again, MATURITY isn't judged by age. not at all. you can just check your tongue and your actions. Im turning 20, and yet, Im still a baby. :D
=D ¶ 12:43 AM 0 comments
hmmm... this may be the first time I write it out in my blog...
but hey for the record...:
I LOVE YOU ROHIT!!!
and I was somehow a bit unfortunate that we've gotten together while you are doing your IA (well for most part that is)...
thanks a lot for your patience. =)...and well...uhm... pardon my impatience.=|
neways, people think of me like a child. but you see, for someone like me to have fallen for a tall, dark and handsome =P, well, it takes more than just being plain childish yeah? or so i think.=P.
and again, MATURITY isn't judged by age. not at all. you can just check your tongue and your actions. Im turning 20, and yet, Im still a baby. :D
=D ¶ 12:43 AM 0 comments
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Sunday, May 21, 2006
sunday morning!
sunday morning!!!!
kor and i just got back to our room. we watched da vinci code with mike, nestor, arthur, and gelo. well, uhm... what can I say? it was quite interesting but there were some weirdness somewhere. To put it simply and quoting from kuya mike, the flaw was in the story itself. I never really thought much about the story but as for someone who has not read the book before watching the movie, I find the whole thing a bit odd... but again, it was interesting. the movie reminded me of an old movie called " the ninth gate" or some sort of like that. The ninth gate was of a an evilish sort of movie but the thrill it gave was much like that of dvc except that the ninth gate is longer and again, evilish.(no...not elvish =P...)
according to internet rating the dvc movie was 3/5. hmmm... maybe those curators expected so much from the book like how hp movies got me dismayed. it is the same usual case I guess for interesting novels, especially when directors fail to copy the story exactly.(or maybe the story can't be copied at all!)
before the movie Mike shared about this Umberto Eco, an author whose style was said to have been copied by Dan Brown. The difference is Mr Eco admits that his novels are fiction at first and then he manipulates facts so well that the reader is bent on believing his masterpieces. There might be a lot of things like that these days and it takes a lot of brains to make one. I've learned the existence of some from the philo module I took before, like how one can use facts to fit what one wants people to believe. I just said this becaise the dvc style is just quite familiar... oh Socrates...heehee...
in the end (after watching the movie and learning what are the so-called controversial claims are), what matters is still what the person believes in...
As a follower of Jesus, I know that He was sent to save us, and salvation is only thgough Him (this is according to the teachings I have received)....and guess what? part of my belief as well is that someday the truth will be confirmed to all men =) and by then, at least what we can do is wait. ^_^.
wee... I just noticed something... I did not write any spoilers! ^_^...goodie goodie...
oh.... good morning to all! ¶ 5:21 AM 0 comments
kor and i just got back to our room. we watched da vinci code with mike, nestor, arthur, and gelo. well, uhm... what can I say? it was quite interesting but there were some weirdness somewhere. To put it simply and quoting from kuya mike, the flaw was in the story itself. I never really thought much about the story but as for someone who has not read the book before watching the movie, I find the whole thing a bit odd... but again, it was interesting. the movie reminded me of an old movie called " the ninth gate" or some sort of like that. The ninth gate was of a an evilish sort of movie but the thrill it gave was much like that of dvc except that the ninth gate is longer and again, evilish.(no...not elvish =P...)
according to internet rating the dvc movie was 3/5. hmmm... maybe those curators expected so much from the book like how hp movies got me dismayed. it is the same usual case I guess for interesting novels, especially when directors fail to copy the story exactly.(or maybe the story can't be copied at all!)
before the movie Mike shared about this Umberto Eco, an author whose style was said to have been copied by Dan Brown. The difference is Mr Eco admits that his novels are fiction at first and then he manipulates facts so well that the reader is bent on believing his masterpieces. There might be a lot of things like that these days and it takes a lot of brains to make one. I've learned the existence of some from the philo module I took before, like how one can use facts to fit what one wants people to believe. I just said this becaise the dvc style is just quite familiar... oh Socrates...heehee...
in the end (after watching the movie and learning what are the so-called controversial claims are), what matters is still what the person believes in...
As a follower of Jesus, I know that He was sent to save us, and salvation is only thgough Him (this is according to the teachings I have received)....and guess what? part of my belief as well is that someday the truth will be confirmed to all men =) and by then, at least what we can do is wait. ^_^.
wee... I just noticed something... I did not write any spoilers! ^_^...goodie goodie...
oh.... good morning to all! ¶ 5:21 AM 0 comments
Sunday, May 14, 2006
naruto....
i love Sai!!!
woohoo... a changed boy I should say...
At first he was tasked to assasinate Sasuke, but when Naruto managed to touch Sai, Sai wanted to protect Naruto-kun's bonds by rescuing and bringing Sasuke back to Konoha as his objective...
hehe... what a spoiler... lol...
I just hope that Sai won't be killed in the process >_<.... ¶ 8:10 PM 0 comments
woohoo... a changed boy I should say...
At first he was tasked to assasinate Sasuke, but when Naruto managed to touch Sai, Sai wanted to protect Naruto-kun's bonds by rescuing and bringing Sasuke back to Konoha as his objective...
hehe... what a spoiler... lol...
I just hope that Sai won't be killed in the process >_<.... ¶ 8:10 PM 0 comments
Saturday, May 13, 2006
im bakkKk!
after ages!
finally a new post...
uhm... what to say??updates!
oh... my sister is flying to Japan today 1:30 pm from Manila... I just pray that her trip is going to be safe... Please include her in your prayers...
My younger sister is sick! =(... I am sad that I am not there to take care of her. She got this funny but severe looking skin problems... I am worried about her. Please pray for her as well.
Korinna is my roomie!!!! yey! =)
I love youtube! Youtube rocks! It has all the videos! Including the animes I love!
Panda is not a good virus scanner...It has this crucial program called apxdvn.exe or something like that which takes up most of your RAM during startup until your computer gives up and shuts down suddenly. My computer was way faster after I uninstalled panda. It has a free 90 day trial... But anyways, 45 more days of crooked computer is not worth it... How did I manage to withstand a computer like that for 45 days??? morbid!
Robinson still lives in EH.
Kor, Michael and I works in the same company. Yey!
Rohit and I are together for more than 6 months now. =). Although I declared to the whole world that we are together 4 months ago =D.
I haven't unpacked my stuff... and according to Mr. Radhakrishnan, if I unpack my things one box a day, i would end up like this: after unpacking, it would be time to pack for home... =P.... Im planning to go back home around 10th of July... 5 days before my cousin's wedding... I can't wait to be a bride's maid! It has been ages since I wore a gown! hehehehe... I also can't wait to see my niece. Im her future godmother! weee...
geez... this thing reminds me that Im getting old! :P
But anyways, let the Lord's will be done no matter what. His ways and thoughts are higher than ours... That's what He imposed to me for the past many months of struggle I've had... The Lord is great as usual ^_^. He never fails!
there... new posty! ¶ 12:54 AM 0 comments
finally a new post...
uhm... what to say??updates!
oh... my sister is flying to Japan today 1:30 pm from Manila... I just pray that her trip is going to be safe... Please include her in your prayers...
My younger sister is sick! =(... I am sad that I am not there to take care of her. She got this funny but severe looking skin problems... I am worried about her. Please pray for her as well.
Korinna is my roomie!!!! yey! =)
I love youtube! Youtube rocks! It has all the videos! Including the animes I love!
Panda is not a good virus scanner...It has this crucial program called apxdvn.exe or something like that which takes up most of your RAM during startup until your computer gives up and shuts down suddenly. My computer was way faster after I uninstalled panda. It has a free 90 day trial... But anyways, 45 more days of crooked computer is not worth it... How did I manage to withstand a computer like that for 45 days??? morbid!
Robinson still lives in EH.
Kor, Michael and I works in the same company. Yey!
Rohit and I are together for more than 6 months now. =). Although I declared to the whole world that we are together 4 months ago =D.
I haven't unpacked my stuff... and according to Mr. Radhakrishnan, if I unpack my things one box a day, i would end up like this: after unpacking, it would be time to pack for home... =P.... Im planning to go back home around 10th of July... 5 days before my cousin's wedding... I can't wait to be a bride's maid! It has been ages since I wore a gown! hehehehe... I also can't wait to see my niece. Im her future godmother! weee...
geez... this thing reminds me that Im getting old! :P
But anyways, let the Lord's will be done no matter what. His ways and thoughts are higher than ours... That's what He imposed to me for the past many months of struggle I've had... The Lord is great as usual ^_^. He never fails!
there... new posty! ¶ 12:54 AM 0 comments
