untitled nothin blogworthy really...

i just want to share about this very pretty lady i saw in SRC during our vball training. We were refilling water bottles then suddenly i kinda feel like averting my gaze to the corridor... Then this pretty tall, nice-figure (model-like), really pretty lady greeted me with a smile. I was shocked, and made a sudden "hnh" noise. After she turned around the corner (and therefore was out of my gaze), I suddenly retorted loudly that "she's pretty!"--> this sudden unexpected reaction alone proves that she is really really pretty. Hehe... I can still remember my thoughts that time... It was something like this: "oh my, may ganyan pala kaganda sa school namin! sobrang ganda niya! wow......."

Moreover, the friends who witnessed my lesbian-like (accdg to them) reaction raised a commotion whether i'm a lesbian or not. I answered them back by saying that it was a praise... but then again, i was indeed like a tomboy when i looked at her plus the follow up reaction... I just can't believe i acted that way... haha.. neways.. all i can say is that even my friends agreed with me that she is so pretty, as in PRETTY! so far she's the prettiest person i've ever seen in Singapore =P... but i don't know if i want to see her again though ( it think more on the i don't want coz i felt a lil embarrassed for my actions...)... but then maybe, i'll see her when i'll see her... =)  ¶ 1:28 AM 0 comments

  nachos and mashed potatoes... yum!  ¶ 1:23 AM 0 comments

  =) Our team won! =) I was with them in spirit (harhar...if you thought i was absent, nope, i was there trying my best to keep my team's morale up)... The main six testified that the crowd's cheering as well as the reserves' motivations kept them up all the way... And i say that indeed i was carried all along, i felt nervous and yet optimistic for them. I enjoyed the game even though i was just standing in one side, screaming, jumping and hoping. =)

Time to step back i guess...

I've been having this happy-go-lucky state... with a bit of narcissism thanks to my webcam...hahaha... coz it's always on display, clipped on my computer's screen!

oh here are new samples... i received a pretty flower from our vball captain =)...pretty nice ayt?

DISCLAIMER: THE RED FLOWER IS PRETTY (gibera or gerbera or gerber...haha...not sure) NOT THE HOLDER K? =P








flower for you =)


haha... such a narcissistic flower! =P

oh well...

back to me.... it's always me! this is my blog but i guess it's getting too saturated of things about me... heck...

i just approved a testimonial from my younger sister. It made me pause for a while. What were written there hit me hard... To the core I guess...

here's a copy: (with the blue color as my response/reflection)

--#----#------- 'Te IVZ-----#------#-------
hahaaha!!!! ate ko yan!!! xempre...intelligent [err....]

...persistent....consistent..
she's always dreaming to be that somebody and she's actually working on it...[youch on this one... yeah i've been dreaming of that somebody. but what i'm doing right now is making that somebody a nobody... i can still remember my zeal for that person, but at my current lifestyle, she'll end up as nonexistent... an utter nobody. my perseverance used to emanate from her...but now... i'm not being cynic, i'm being fair and real; i got nobody but a self-evaluating but never changing me...]

grabeh...still i can't believe that you're not here with me..coz your there... and now, varsity pa!!tsk tsk tsk :) [im not in the varsity...haha... hall yan, nice lang talaga ang jersey =), there are more better players--> more trained on their fields than me, that's why i'm the 8th player ]

i can see your really doing great..you have a sideline job...(grrr....coz i really wana experience working in shops..good thing that you are)[i stopped working...sigh...]

i'm MISSING MY SIS A LOT!!!!!!anyway, i want to thank you for being my kaaway, my kaibigan, my kakampi, my kalaban, my kasama sa mga kalokohang pinanggagawa natin noon.. hahayyy.....to sum it up.. I"M SOOO HAPPY THAT YOU ARE MY SISTER!!you're smart, active, lively,

master of who you are...--> nope...i'm not anymore...

and, grabeh...hands down nako sa pagiging faithful mo to HIM... :)-->... i'm on the verge of confusion right now... not about His reality, but about what i really want for/from myself... and what He wants...

tapos you possess that charming smile pa talaga.. -->naks!
hmmmmm... it's in the genes ate!!!heheyou take gud care of urself.. ingatz lgi.. MISS YOU!!!LAV YAH!!MWAH!!!!!:)

it is quite depressing to know that i've lost that person... that me ... i'm not even sure if i've changed for the better... i felt like getting worse in the aspects that i wanted to push myself unto... spiritual, academic... well it all started that one group meeting...there was this tough challenge that was imposed on me, and in the process of facing it, i ended up like this (a seemingly cynic and deformed person)... the challenge? removing the very self effort that has been frustrating me to draw myself closer to Him...it's quite a long story though... to keep it short, i'm recovering slowly because something wrong happened along the way. Mainly due to my complacency, i was dissuaded and ended up backsliding. But then thanks to His love for me, He is leading me back to the path again in a gradual manner... He's very patient indeed! =) At the moment, i'm doing fine... but a lot of things are waiting to be done... and yet, i still have time for blogging! =)

If you have read Korinna's blog, i hugely agree about how we are being blessed here... but then again, to whom much is given, much is expected. As for me, i think i did not even come close to meeting that expectation... and that is keeping me kinda cynic this time around... more like...lost and confused... but hehe, i'll never forget to smile. There are still a lot of things to be glad about. This very moment of writing, the very air i breath, my loved ones, my future chances, the pretty flower, my computer, my very flesh, my vball stuff, God's grace that's been keeping me alive (i guess if i'll continue listing, this would be the longest blog in the whole wide world!)... a lot! =) =) =) it's just that my personal issue in approaching life is troubling me...it's a big deal; i just hope i'm not overrating it... =)

God is sooo COOL! =)

Carpe Diem!





  ¶ 10:49 PM 0 comments

  achievements of the week... -got my wardrobe organized
-washed my clothes
-survived the labs

errr... just that... to Josh! Kudos! wow finally your article is published!

i really got nothin to say, it's just that i just finished reading Jashep's article... and it's all about blog! what can i say? i daresay, i agree!!! Congrats!

i'm still stuck in my vicious cycle of missing and getting behind lectures. but anyway, i can still manage a big smile! SMILE!

i'm also stuck in evaluating how lousy i am at the moment... very!
but anyway, i hope to enjoy the vball game a lil later...

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===============================SMILE===============================

i miss these people:




-->except me...




ack! i'll miss this too:

MY BRUISES! (yack! hahahaha! =P)



  ¶ 4:24 PM 0 comments

  the problem really is with me... =D i need a psychiatrist! =)

hehe... i'm having loads of troubles for the first 3 weeks of class. First of all, im behind in all my lectures, i haven't done any tutorial yet, and i still haven't fixed my room. Yes! I'm a living mess!

So let me tell you what happened this morning.

I woke up late for the honorary degree awarding to the Sultan of Brunei, so I didn't bathe! Fortunately, i did bathe after my vball match yesterday, so it's more like, okay... I don't smell! =)...hee hee... jumped off my bed and rushed to the toilet to do the morning stuff i always do =). Dress all black, slacks and blouse, good thing locals define formal dress differently from what i got used to in the Philippines =)... Then i have to make Korinna wait for me ( coz she woke up early! =), and i woke up like 10 to 9, and we are supposed to leave around 9:15 am *_* ) for some well, out of the blue changes on my outfit. Blur start eh?

Well the ceremony was fine, indeed the Sultan is an achiever, and duh, he's a royalty who went to schools for royalties... Exclusive people are really exclusive. But heck, i really don't drool over them, it's just interesting to realize that sometimes these exclusive people go out from their palaces to become not-too-exclusive =P... haha... we were all there sharing the same aircon! (geeez... silly me!). And after the ceremony, we spotted Karen. The corridors were really crowded! And there were a lot of fine food in the buffet table, which apparently been catered by a five-star hotel (Grand Hyatt is five-star???). Dapat lang! The president, and the rest of the royalties, plus Mr. Goh, plus deputy prime ministers, plus the school chancellor and deans, and the rest of the "you-know-what" (bigwigs ba...) we're there... And of course Korinna and I were there... So they must have all the reason to make the reception in a way special although it's a bit public right? =P

But well, the big spank wasn't that rare big occassion... It's rather the, what-happened-next?

well, we left UCC around 11:45 and i rushed off to my tutorial room...Only to realize that there is no tutorial in that room (E1 06-14) from 12 noon to 1 pm... The catch? I copied my tutorial schedule wrongly!!!!!!! NOT AGAIN! because about the same thing happened to my lectures =P (one was wrong venue, and the other was wrong time =P)..it's like it's the third time! but what's different is that i missed the tutorial [(it's from 10-11!)--> ceremony sched!] something is really up somewhere in my head! Unfortunately, my powers can't even point a finger on what to blame...maybe some entangled nerves or malfunctioning nuclei ^_^...haha... with all the wiggly, intestine-like network up there =P...

i badly need a psychiatrist, or some psychologist... i got a problem! -P i'm really lazy!




  ¶ 2:21 PM 0 comments

  haller! reminds me of spice girls...

la lang...

well, i just came back from our first vball match, and it's against KE7 (my bridgin hall)... It was okay i guess (at least i got the chance to serve and play; and meet old friends and play against them at the same time)... and Johnny! haha our dear scary coach is well...at least smiling in the end even though we sucked during the training... and oh dear, i have to hide from him whenever i try an overhead serve, because he'd rather see me make good side services than a temperamental over the net over head serve! hehehe... as for volleyball, im having good time learning... I can actually spike! yey! even though i'm such a shortie, but hey, i'm a ball-thirsty player when i'm in all form... haha and that i guess rarely happens (and based on observation this thing happens when i'm caffeinated (don't mind my spelling!)...HAHA... i avoid coffee but i'm quite lethargic so i got myself a bazaar free coffee for the game)...

oh well, people have this mentality that overhead services are scary, and those who know them are surely strong... Well, i also had that, but i tried to disprove that to myself when i tried working for a fast, low, spinning a bit, baseline ball side serve; similar to that of a good overhead serve effect (although i risk out balls coz it requires a strong side swing and good angle, Johnny gave me several 5s on a vball service "test" we had; 5 meant a real threat to the opponent)... and that shows that although such mentality may generally appear true, an overhead serve is not the only way to ensure a point, any serve will do as long as you get the feel of making the ball hard to hit. It's like although height maybe an advantage in the game, but as long as you enjoy the game, and know how to handle the ball well, even height cannot intimidate you (but i'm not there yet! =P )...


hahaha...vball sayings... oh well... i miss the V league in the Phil... kewl talaga!

hahaha...yeah...the only life i had for the day is that, other than the two labs...

God bless!
  ¶ 1:46 AM 0 comments

  i think, therefore i don't know... i think Paris is pretty with her bright blue eyes, but i don't really know her...

i think crimson red is lovely... but light and dark kinds of blue are calming...

i think i'm no good for anyone... just a blithe spirit, a wild flower (?) floating in the wind...

most probably not meant for anything...

i think, i'm not willed enough to make things happen...

i think, i don't follow my heart but rather i tend to hold on to everything... so my judgement lies between the heart and the mind... and definitely depends on whatever i feel like doing..hugely unwise...

i think i'm happy when i'm not sad...hahaha...

i think i'm sleepy but still got a lab later...

i think i better sleep for thirty minutes... i didn't go for my marketing class just now... BECAUSE I'M SO LAZY! and I'M NOT PROUD OF IT! Can somebody, somebody please, help me?
  ¶ 10:50 AM 0 comments

  why i didn't blog...   ¶ 10:45 PM 0 comments

  this is how a webcam could bring out the monkey in you! =P hahaha... pagsawaan niyo face ko sa link na to:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v110/simply_ivy/webcam/wahahaha.jpg

hehehehehehe... puro pix ko!

oh well, pag may ibang dapat gawin, ito ang ginagawa ko... (minsan)

minsan naman blog, minsan MU, minsan friendster, minsan CORS...hahahahaha

im nothing but a second rate trying hard less than mediocre student!

oh well na naman...


heheheheh

God bless po!

Carpe Diem!


  ¶ 5:17 PM 0 comments

  argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ewan, i feel helpless...

ewan... bakit ganito? i mean, this CORS thingy and my little irresponsible side is creating loads of anxiety on my head. I got mixed up again! I was hoping i would not end up having clashed lecture, labs and tutorials again but apparently, because im unaware that the groups were shuffled, my SS clashes with my lab! And it's terribly hard to bid for another SS at this time around so i am left with two options. One, i could go to the engineering department and ask them again to transfer me to a different lab group but same tutorial group; the other one is the back-up, which is to drop my SS, look for two more easy modules, and hope to bid and get accepted (which is very unlikely to happen, unless ofcourse if i go for the killer ones which only a few brave souls dare to take--> advantage is i only have to use 1 point; but then again, i'm chicken at the moment)....

Haller! Im confused! Im disturbed... =P

Anyway, by tomorrow i just hope things are going to get settled...

I REALLY HOPE!

kasi im also in the verge of taking only 5 modules this sem (and definitely not advisable for engin pips)....so... Lord kayo na po bahala!
  ¶ 1:21 AM 0 comments

  im just plain lazy to write you read it right!

For the past ten days i lived a life like someone without a blog to write on. hehehe...

One thing is for sure, i had a nice new year thanks to ate Cla.

I finally stopped working because i don't want it to interfere with my studies after reflecting my DONT-EVEN-ASK-CAP of mine. ^_^. Don't ever dare to ask what it is, because i'll never tell!Engineering is tough, that's a fact. I should also toughen up! =P

I have also made quite fine resolutions for this year. One, i should stop playing the game i got hooked into (well except maybe for saturday evenings, at least for pleasure's sake...hehehe). Two, i must have no more life! hehehe.... i don't know how to define it because i also don't know what i have to do exactly to qualify as one. ^_^

Oh well... i told you im a lazy writer nowadays so i guess this is it! I don't even write that much to my yahoogroups and all the more this? hehe... okie!

God bless!

seize the day!!!!!!!!!!!

  ¶ 3:19 PM 0 comments