Friday, December 10, 2004
tralala...love?
no Im not in love... i just want to give some thought about it...
why? shux... heartbreaks are around me now! from relatives to friends to acquaintances... what do you know? do they really have to linger around on me like this? somehow I feel tortured for friends experiencing pains, or causing pain. It is possible that I may be missing a lot because romance is in some different plane compared to what I'm in and I've never been there (but trust me, im not interested but i don't want to jump into any conclusion). Oh well, God has been giving me ideas about the L word... and here I am commenting something kinda more substantial than crap...haha... =P
well, what do I have to say?
love drives people nuts!
....do i have to explain why? i think it is more obvious than said!...
hahaha... and yet...
love is addictive --> explains why people love again even though they were heartbroken for gazillion times AND even though they say they would never love again. (blimey! that claim usually gets disproven even before it is said! hahaha)
love secures - it is more of the feeling that you know somebody loves you (and knows you, and accepts who you really are), and because of this you tend to be more confident and (duh) secured. hehe... at least you know that there's this someone who's gonna catch you when you fall (what a cliche! but perhaps that is the usual initial assumption i think)... it's like the feeling of not being alone in times you want someone (or whatever times that you don't want to be alone) albeit it depends on the person because some people like me just don't feel/see things that way...but who knows?... I DON'T WANT TO KNOW! hehehe... although, some funny positive (?) drawback (?) you tend to really argue with much more sensible or senseless things compared to casual friendships...hehe...
(ooops... to be continued! )
haha... I don't know what things I still have to say. More like, I only have time to upgrade my blog on the last free minute before I go somewhere else (i.e. training/work)... and yeah, it would not surprise you if I wouold tell that in less than five minutes time I have to leave my room! *LOL*
what's happening to me!!!
question: is it possible to find true love on the internet?
hehe...like I care... but then, I care! why do people love to make believe, and most of the time it is mutual for two people who deem to believe that they met by destiny and the blah blah... I don't know... I'm more like confused at the moment!
I want Jesus =( I want Him now!!!
... hehe... throwing tantrums... yeah, i don't want to bother myself with these things... people are having heartbreaks, and that gives romance some drawback...hehe
sorry!
¶ 5:18 PM
why? shux... heartbreaks are around me now! from relatives to friends to acquaintances... what do you know? do they really have to linger around on me like this? somehow I feel tortured for friends experiencing pains, or causing pain. It is possible that I may be missing a lot because romance is in some different plane compared to what I'm in and I've never been there (but trust me, im not interested but i don't want to jump into any conclusion). Oh well, God has been giving me ideas about the L word... and here I am commenting something kinda more substantial than crap...haha... =P
well, what do I have to say?
love drives people nuts!
....do i have to explain why? i think it is more obvious than said!...
hahaha... and yet...
love is addictive --> explains why people love again even though they were heartbroken for gazillion times AND even though they say they would never love again. (blimey! that claim usually gets disproven even before it is said! hahaha)
love secures - it is more of the feeling that you know somebody loves you (and knows you, and accepts who you really are), and because of this you tend to be more confident and (duh) secured. hehe... at least you know that there's this someone who's gonna catch you when you fall (what a cliche! but perhaps that is the usual initial assumption i think)... it's like the feeling of not being alone in times you want someone (or whatever times that you don't want to be alone) albeit it depends on the person because some people like me just don't feel/see things that way...but who knows?... I DON'T WANT TO KNOW! hehehe... although, some funny positive (?) drawback (?) you tend to really argue with much more sensible or senseless things compared to casual friendships...hehe...
(ooops... to be continued! )
haha... I don't know what things I still have to say. More like, I only have time to upgrade my blog on the last free minute before I go somewhere else (i.e. training/work)... and yeah, it would not surprise you if I wouold tell that in less than five minutes time I have to leave my room! *LOL*
what's happening to me!!!
question: is it possible to find true love on the internet?
hehe...like I care... but then, I care! why do people love to make believe, and most of the time it is mutual for two people who deem to believe that they met by destiny and the blah blah... I don't know... I'm more like confused at the moment!
I want Jesus =( I want Him now!!!
... hehe... throwing tantrums... yeah, i don't want to bother myself with these things... people are having heartbreaks, and that gives romance some drawback...hehe
sorry!
¶ 5:18 PM
