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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
  Pani
Pani

Ha! I am so full. Had some pasta in mushroom sauce altogether and made within 10 minutes! Efficient! Takes less time and satisfies the tummy well...

Anyway, pani... Pani is how you pronounce the word "funny". Written in such a way the word pani may mean many things but I leave it to those who read this whatever it may mean.

Pani 1: People get generous in new years in this place for many of them believe that being one would mean you will get blessed throughout the year. "Pani" though because many also believe in karma, in line with that principle how could one day of giving justify a person throughout the year? If they want sure blessing, they should give more than they can receive so that way they will receive more than they can give and in the end giving and receiving rises exponentially especially if they do it in a daily rate... Oh well, I guess what I am saying is sort of ridiculous literally but that can be plausible ayt? It's just pani ya know...

Pani 2: Someone big said "Do not do unto others what you do not want others to do unto you.", following that line of thought would mean that people will not do anything... Or at least not encouraged to do so because it is a negative action--> "do not". In other words, it somehow tells them that it is okay not to do anything to others at all, good or bad. Someone way bigger said "Do unto others what you want others do unto you". Now... That is more like it! People would be encouraged to do something good if they want others to do good unto them... I just hope that there's no perverted mind (btw, pervert doesn't only mean "bastos" it has other meanings too like what I mean here) who kills others so that others would kill that person...shucks... Free will consequences...Like a double-edged sword... Oh well... Pani =(

Pani 3: Well this is sure fun! We went to Pulau Ubin to join the amazing race by the Mauritius people. Korsi, Rohit, Hariss and me went there as the pink team, the FUN-TASTIC FOUR! yey! haha it was tiring good fun! Worth it! We did well =) although we finished 5th out of 10, we were lousy treasure hunters. However, considering 2 girls and 2 boys, we obtained all the clues second to a bunch of Mauritius guys and those behind us came like 30 minutes after us, so it was not bad at all! I even think we were good except for treasure hunting which I guess mattered a lot! haha... There were 8 huts altogether and we cycled around Pulau Ubin. I think we cycled more than 13.5 km altogether! We got our clues from those huts but they were not as easy as they may seem, we had 2 treasure hunting huts first of all! Then there were quiz huts, might huts, playing mini games huts (like piko tae sort of game), porn dancing courtesy of the macho guys in our team...[Macho? Yeah! They both wore pink =) and they look good =). haha...I think real men can wear pink, those who go with the pathetic stereotype of the society are just scared. Oh well back to the huts-->] There were cheerings as well (thanks to high school cheer, we had a cheer), ball-bum stuff that steals away poise =P, monkey-sight seeing, and more... And cycling! We had to cycle along the flooded, muddy path sometimes sloped, when you go down you go up as well! hahahaha... oh well it was indeed good good fun! Aside from the sad things that happened (i.e. me bumping into a caucasian, and Hariss being cursed by a caucasian for no mature reason -->both of these events are not worth it to undermine the whole thing) the race was the most fun I've ever had this year!

Thanks Kor!

BTW, the pink team! (treasure hunting hut! haha so u should probably know how we fared =P)
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Pani 4: Don't like to include this but this is my blog after all. I do not like Caucasians anymore (no more particular liking that is). I wonder... Filipinos so like Caucasians they don't even think whether many Caucasians like them anyway, but the truth is, they (the Caucasians) are proud of what they are and they think their race is superior that they can just do what they like to others insensitively. Maybe many Filipinos like Caucasians because they are fair and considered beautiful, it is a sad fact that beauty has been equated to fairness (what a demotion!)and beauty proportional to liking... I do not like the personalities of many of the Caucasians I've met, including the ones I've chatted with (what misfortune!). They think so highly of themselves. They forget that they too are just humans like everybody else. But I guess this goes to all those who have bloodlines that they so think superior (i.e. starts with C). I guess this pani goes more like "pain" what a "pain in the a**!" hmmm... thinking further unto this... "Love thy enemies" is such a hard thing to do... I hope I may find someone who would change my negative view on the Caucasian race. But I will try not to hate them (so far I don't)... From now on I hope to treat all races the same, but then again I have this tendency to look down on people who underestimate others..pani ...but they started it!... What shall I do?

Anyway, im getting really full now. Blood going to my tummy... dizzy dizzy... must sleep! pasta yum!
 
Monday, January 30, 2006
  campus crusade
http://crusadeprayer.blogspot.com/ go here, they will accept prayer requests for free! yey =) and we also have seminars for non-Christian and even Christians. You can check there too =)... And we will be distributing some magazines about the Da Vinci code to inform the students of the fiction stuff in the book since there will be an upcoming movie to be shown sometime March or May...some M...hehe...

magaling si Lord...yun lang! =)

P.S. waah... I just checked my lab schedules, there will be weekS that I'll have three long lab sessions (3 in one week)!!! hehe... la lang... Siya na bahala *wink wink*.
 
Sunday, January 29, 2006
  *whistling* not interesting post
I checked my friendster account after quite a time and a touching testimonial greeted me. A testimonial from my little sister. She said she's missing me a lot now.

Sad...

I tend to focus with what I'm doing in Singapore now, ECAs, school, church life and yes even love life... Ok, maybe I'm gutsy enough to say this finally, oo may love life nga ako... so? But I'll talk about it in a while...oh yeah, this is with regards to my previous post btw... So yeah... hmmm... But amidst all the busyness I sort of forgot about my family back home. My mom called me last week, but really I don't know what's in me that I sort of didn't took the pleasure of chatting with her after ages. I guess I was just too preoccupied. She also sent me some adobo courtesy of my cousin but then it was stupid of me not to tell my cousin that there was an adobo in my package. To my heart's remorse, it reached me spoilt. I broke down after going back to my cove not because there's no more my mama's version of adobo but because I realized how much I missed her. Maybe all the while it was lingering in my heart that it's becoming a normal feeling which I have learned to overlook but when I noticed it last Saturday I just broke down... hahaa funny... girls cry a lot =P but then it has been quite a while since I cried...*LOL.. how could I be so open? but anyways...* So about my little sister, she misses me lot na... Me too... so much... I so love my little sister, I have always wanted to be with her when she turned into a lady and protect her from all her suitors...nyahahaha... but I guess ya all know where I was during that time... but *again* really, i just want to be her sister and love her as much as I could... ^_^ besides she's my only younger sibling so it is only expected of me to do good but I just lost it... I guess this scholarship has some price to pay and it's quite a lot. To start off, I got separated with my great home buddies in Manila, sort of lost contact with my wonderful high school friends, lost contact with my childhood bestfriend, didn't see my little sister turning 18, experiencing my big brother's more matured character, my older sister promoted and my mama smiling again... I wonder if my mama really fully recovered from her cancer, it writhes my heart with just even thinking of the what-ifs... To continue my list, I didn't see Yuki, and I never got to have a good hug from Creamy (another doggie who died from a recent virus spreading in our area at home), I never hugged my Pia when she died (really... I so love that cutie...). Lost the continuity of giving good care to my fishes, i think a lot of them had died! #_# Missing my cousins also... hmmm... I guess I should cut my list until here it's getting long!

But the good part... Independence... Not that I so wanted it, I have been granted of some great freedom at home so I guess it's just independence from being too emotional about getting parted from my loved ones... Geez...

BTW, Im a slacker now. Not driven to study, academic excellence is no longer my big thing now. I do not know exactly why but I have some ideas... Hope to find it on time in the Lord's mercy. I do not get awed by wealthy people since ages ago, and for quite a while now I am not awed with academic achievements (mataas nga ang IQ but then the EQ? hmmm even I'm not matured! *accdg to my perceived standard --> overall maturity ha* never met a matured student too else I will be a big fan of that person!*LOL* I guess we all are just growing up! =))

Best part? I got to learn more about my faith. I met wonderful people from church and school. I got to know why I am saved. I got to know my frailty and I bet I'll know more and more later. I've seen God's hand working in my life and then more of my stubbornness. The overall existence is pretty interesting although I do not want to look for all/most of the answers, in time I know the Lord will impress on me things that will satisfy my curiosity. One thing, they may insist of relativism, pero bahala sila they may think I am crazy but here is what, I believe my God is absolute and that is the truth that will stand and will show in the end. Yes indeed tama si Pastor Butch, the battle has been won and we have to fight from victory as what Kor posted. More like fighting the psychological battle of impirical reasons, arguments, relativism and even with those who insist that God is dead *accdg to some articles I've read*. Joke naman oh... But oh well, may the Lord sustain us!

Good part again? met some guy... He is Indian =)... haha... I've said to myself before not to look at people in their appearances but in their characters... LOL... If I were the person 3 or 4 years ago, I might even consider him readily dumped but I think he is cute anyway just that back then I wouldn't consider too dark a person... =D. But I think it is fun to see people in their characters, you just get to know them beyond how you see them =)... Really it is interestingly fun =) You are also granted excemption from such great attraction to a drop dead gorgeous opposite sex. Looks is an insentive, not a criteria. Haha... Anyway, back to uhm my "boy", for some reason he caught my eye...haha... interesting persona? yeah... For one, he admits he is dead selfish but ya know what? He appears to be someone who thinks of others first if you get to hang out with him ( this is even before it all started ). So then, my status? I'm single. We are going out. =) I really like him a lot or should I call it the L word? hahahaha... he loves me daw =D... ang funny pa, nung earlier days he was resistant to getting emotionally involved or for things to get deeper...but oh well, I guess malakas lang talaga ang dating ng mga Pinay sa lahi nila! nyahahahahahaa!*hysterically laughing a.k.a. the witch laugh*

ang labo ng post na to... English to Taglish and then Sad to Joking... ano ba talaga ate?
 
Saturday, January 28, 2006
  how many many times?
How many times do I have to remind myself never to get something owned by everyone! It will never be mine! Even a preschool can perfectly understand the sense of that. I know what being a stubborn is like, but this one is like being brainless. Maybe I need a slap on the face... Grrr... Atashi mada mugaiteiru!!!!!

When will I ever learn? How disappointing!
I want to be mienai!

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Everybody must have known. I am the least surprised but most disappointed I guess. People may claim that they'll know anyway but the thing is I just don't want everyone to know. Can that be respected?... There must be some itching tongues out there... Gossip... whatever... like life is that good. kantan ni ikanai... uhm... whatever again...
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i want to go back from where i left off... is that possible now?
 
Friday, January 27, 2006
  nerd wannabe
I am nerdier than 41% of all people. Are you nerdier? Click here to find out!

yes yes...I am a nerd wannabe and it is not a dream come true to see that lowly score! LOL... Honestly, no matter how I try to be nerdy I just don't become an ultimate nerd perhaps I am not really born as one... sigh sigh sigh my bad my bad...
 
Monday, January 23, 2006
  certified bench warmer
CERTIFIED BENCH WARMER...bow

No matter how i look at my situation, I am one. Well, it is not that I'm very upset by becoming one, it's just that I am definitely useless in a group im dedicating my time with... ISS.

It is evidently becoming a one-woman team. Well at least a unanimously appointed head (can also be self-appointed) has been spearheading the events, and I am but the least subcomm member . I have always wanted to be an events subcomm member, but by the will of the project director, it has been abolished and the events turned into a group of five people all involved in the main committee meetings. I am not upset with Divya or am I disappointed with her, rather I think she is a well-accomplished bioengineering student who has a loud voice and a loud and maybe responsible character. She speaks rather well and tends to dominate the discussions while I am more of a bench warmer who tends to butt in only when I feel that there's really something wrong (which i guess happens only 1 in a gazillionth) with a disturbed language syntax. Anyway, I wanted to resign but it is silly to start up this sort of commotion when the ISS date is drawing near. It would be nothing but a nuisance protest amidst the busy preparations. So here I am, wasting most of my time in a "useless" manner and I am sad over it. I could have spend more time with the youth if not missing one meeting, finished the church service, started my tutorials, went to my lectures (missed them because I end up tired the night before). Basically, I could have done other things (like participate in the Filipino presentation, I so wanted to but I couldn't thanks to my "role") where I perceive myself useful and taking an active part.

My role in ISS is rendered useless and now I have volunteered myself to act during the event, and to my uhm errrnesss they appointed me as their last resort! But anyway, up to them... Maybe I'll just wallow myself and my time in this temporal uselessness and find other means not to do bad with my academics (I so hope I could!!!). I would rather be a bench warmer than a headache. Anyway, those bench warmers in IHGs offer support to their teammates during the game and at least in their trainings they take part in playing against their main players to improve them but my part is just heating up the wooden bench maybe up to 30 degrees plus Celsius from room temperature within hours... That's all.
 
Friday, January 20, 2006
  PINOY TEACHERS YEAH!
hahaha... I am overjoyed to discover that one of my lecturers is a Filipino! GEK1045!!! He is a visiting fellow and he actually came from the Australian National University (Ph.D.) and a first class honours student!!! (YAY!) Me going to chat with him some time. heee hee... what a shame though coz im not a first class student...LOL( dream big!).... I was speculating beforehand in the manner of his speech (although he may look a bit Chinese but not at all) and of course his last name that he is a fellow Filipino! Dr. Julius Bautista!!! And that is not all! One of the tutors of that same module is also a Filipino! (I strongly strongly believe, I just emailed him droppin a "Hi) Yay! haha... this other guy is obviously a Filipino in accent (as in not a tinge of Australian but how a fluent Pinoy would speak in English), Filipino in looks (couldn't believe that he'd be an Indonesian or Malaysian malay because of his English, that probably would be a rare occasion), Filipino is bag -Hawk bag- (i believe it is more famous in the Philippines than in Singapore or any other neighboring coutries), and Filipino in name --> Joseph Nathan Villamonte Cruz. =D far from being an Indonesian or Malaysian! hehehehe....

Taz all...

P.S. I jumped out of gladness today...heee... and ain't it obvious? I have a lot of hehehehes and hahahahs... ^_^
 
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
  chocolates!
Aditi's mom gave me chocolates from Hongkong. I lurve them! =) they look so nice... here are some photos. =):

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the reason? since i so wanted to eat them and i like how they are presented, i decided to keep a record of the whole thing (a diary) before they're all gone!
Image hosted by Photobucket.comyum! mint choco, dark choco, white choco and moooore!!!!
 
Monday, January 16, 2006
  state
For the nth time around, I so wanted to give up. I just admire those people who just don't give up, kudos to ate Karen particularly...

Anyway, I also don't feel like writing or studying or working. For some reason I feel laid back, I want to take things lightly. I want a break. Apparently, I am getting the opposite and I therefore complain to my blog that I have so many work and had done nothing in fact. A big sluggard.

Seems like this semester is going to be like crazy. I just hope I wont loose my bearings in the middle of everything. I just hope I won't give up. I just hope I will still be intact in the end. I just hope and pray that my hopes won't get shattered. I leave it up to Him. I am only human, but I will attempt.

Some things sort of annoy me maybe because I'm just not what I am supposed to be (or so I think) or maybe because I'm just upset with what I am doing. I don't know. I am confused with many things and also with the complexities of human nature. It is quite disturbing and I am, in particular, very much disturbed with many things. I hope things will get untangled in time. I just pray it would happen sooner or later. I don't know many things but I hope to understand some things, especially the things that are stopping me now...
 
  whew....
finally settled upon a new blogskin... Well, it took me ages to figure out the comments part... I prefer comments than tagboards ^_^. But tagboards are for those who just want to use it ^_^...

hmm... kinda like this blue theme with some tinge of red shades...

I guess I still have a bunch of things to do with this blog. Apparently I am a bit jobless because I still don't feel like doing the loads of pending work I have... Oh well....

Ja!


P.S. God is good despite the challenges we face in our everyday lives =)
 
Monday, January 09, 2006
  backsliding...
to the most Faithful One, I thank you for never giving up on us...

I'm not sure if it is normal, but I had a lot of backsliding experiences before. I admit I am in one now but hopefully not as bad as before...

I had a lot of thoughts and sort of lost it at the moment (hehe it happens lately =P)... BTW, this is a post I tried writing 2 nights ago...hihihi

But I thank God for everything!

Thank Him for this new form of happiness. Thank Him for the trials. Thank Him for His unconditional love.

It is a gift to live!

I may backslide once in a while, but He keeps calling me back. I guess that is the case for everyone. I just hope that we are attentive enough to notice and respond, sometimes I just am not. However, I strongly believe that one day we don't even have to worry about this. =)

P.S. Hi Ro! =)
 
Thursday, January 05, 2006
  i love i love
my huggable stuff toys!
my huggable pillows!
my huggable comforter!
any existing huggables!

wanted: a huggable umbrella...=P
 
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
  3rd post of the day: an interesting read although hardly reliable...:D
Is your birthday day 1 of the month?
> Your Life
You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something, everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more patient to complete what you have started, you will be successful in life.
> Your Love
You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the person. Vice versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your statement. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel.

Is your birthday day 2 of the month?
> Your Life
You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you aretoo busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance for self-control problem.
> Your Love
Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your unrequited love. You are a romantic and loyal lover.

Is your birthday day 3 of the month?
> Your Life
Although you are innocent and romantic but your statement often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double personality, it's hard for others to really know the> real you. You are careful and patient.
>Your Love
Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree.

Is your birthday day 4 of the month?
> Your Life
You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful and friendly.
> Your Love
Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.

Is your birthday day 5 of the month?
> Your Life
Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes. Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme confidence, you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in leading your own life, and you have got the gift in doing so.
> Your Love
Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life. Once you are in love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only make your jealousy become worse.

Is your birthday day 6 of the month?
> Your Life
You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others. Your imagination is extremely unique.
> Your Love
Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship. Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness to your couple.

Is your birthday day 7 of the month?
> Your Life
You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities are the force behind your extreme persistence.
> Your Love
You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship often progress quickly.

Is your birthday day 8 of the month?
> Your Life
You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look up to your wit and imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started, which sometimes create negative impact to people around you.
> Your Love
Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time, you are lucky. You fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.

Is your birthday day 9 of the month?
> Your Life
You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality. Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkable but sometimes you are too fast to follow.
> Your Love
You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feelings of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with children.

Is your birthday day 10 of the month?
> Your Life
You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a renowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honor is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in implementing your imagination and share it with others. You are always well dressed.
> Your Love
You often lose your loved ones from being too jealous. You always feel like you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your relationship.

Is your birthday day 11 of the month?
> Your Life
You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities and some even become jealous of you. You are realistic, flexible and adaptable. You are remarkably kind and moral person.
> Your Love
You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover will always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be happy to hand around the one you love.

Is your birthday day 12 of the month?
> Your Life
You are friendly, humorous and full of energy. You are open-minded and do not care for minor details. Your weak point is your hot temper.
> Your Love
You are willing to start off in one-sided love affairs because you strongly believe that you will eventually win his/her heart. On the other hand, once you are together, you always want to do things your way, which is often the fire starter. You usually run in and out of love quickly.

Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
> Your Life
You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward.
> Your Love
Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person. Even though you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex.

Is your birthday day 14 of the month?
> Your Life
You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you. If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the winning team. On the other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across.
> Your Love
You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no getting back.

Is your birthday day 15 of the month?
> Your Life
You are outgoing and love to be at the center of attention. From the outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but your true self is strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you fail to convince someone, you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your temper show.
> Your Love
You are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long. This is why you hardly win a decent relationship.

Is your birthday day 16 of the month?
> Your Life
You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true.
> Your Love
You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight is not your style.

Is your birthday day 17 of the month?
> Your Life
You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others' life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense. Your Love Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great. You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys/girls while you have to choose only one.

Is your birthday day 18 of the month?
> Your Life
At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in good mood. One the other hand, when you are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some> find you hard to be around.
>Your Love
You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so your love affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity makes you very attractive.

Is your birthday day 19 of the month?
> Your Life
You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong path. You are a free bird and> want to lead your own life.
> Your Love
You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprise others.

Is your birthday day 20 of the month?
> Your Life
You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. Before you make any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than anything else.
> Your Love
You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship.

Is your birthday day 21 of the month?
> Your Life
You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours.
> Your Love
You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while your dream man or woman is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy/girl in your heart.

Is your birthday day 22 of the month?
> Your Life
You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to you for your capability and confidence although they find you quite stubborn. You should listen more to others. You are a unique and charming individual.
> Your Love
You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone. Whom you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them betray you, you won't let them get away without having hard time.

Is your birthday day 23 of the month?
> Your Life
You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends count on.
> Your Love
Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not realize it.

Is your birthday day 24 of the month?
> Your Life
You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to> speak their heart out.
> Your Love
Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.

Is your birthday day 25 of the month?
> Your Life
You are a warrior. No obstacle can stop you from reaching your goal. You always keep yourself busy. This quality plus your responsibility will eventually bring you success.
> Your Love
You adore your partner as the number one priority. You value your love one more than yourself. Your love is the greatest of all and your have potential to get married young.

Is your birthday day 26 of the month?
> Your Life
You are always curious and responsive to changes. Routine life is not the way you choose to live. Traveling is your favorite hobby because excitement is what you are after.
> Your Love
You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes and goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking around for the next one.

Is your birthday day 27 of the month?
> Your Life
You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind loving person.
> Your Love
You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extent.

Is your birthday day 28 of the month?
> Your Life
You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever.
> Your Love
You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love.

Is your birthday day 29 of the month?
> Your Life
You can trust your sixth sense. Life is exciting so routine job is not your interest. You have great ideas and fantastic imagination. You often feel tired of things and people around you.
>Your Love
You can tell what's in the mind of another person just from looking into his/her eyes. You are paranoid and jealous and these are the cause of fights between you and your lover. Sometimes the thing you believe in is just your imagination.

Is your birthday day 30 of the month?
> Your Life
A circle of friends always surrounds you. You are friendly and fun to be with. Although you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but over all, they love your qualities.
> Your Love
You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly confident which might take> ages.

Is your birthday day 31 of the month?
> Your Life
Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy in the next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion and understand you. You tend to take things seriously.
> Your Love
You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you decide that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making progress, even your partner.

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"...there is nothing in the world that cannot be if you believe..."- If YouBelieve, Rachel Lampa
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  nothing in particular
You scored as Philosophy. You should be a Philosophy major! Like the Philosopher, you are contemplative and you enjoy thinking about the purpose for humanity's existence.

Mathematics

83%

Philosophy

83%

Dance

75%

Chemistry

75%

Psychology

75%

Engineering

75%

Sociology

75%

Biology

67%

Theater

67%

English

58%

Journalism

58%

Anthropology

58%

Art

58%

Linguistics

58%

What is your Perfect Major?
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so... i can be an engineer indeed! ahahah.... geeze... I believe I can't do maths! I used to believe I can but for some maths events in the past that I cannot undo, I lost interest in maths. Yes, I used to think I can do maths but now, I am no more than a person below mediocrity. And how I like Psychology! what's philosophy doin there? haha... I guess it's butterfly effect! Small change in choices made the whole difference! Hmmm... Theatre is also fun. =)

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just a break from my daily stuff... this is me and my life
the story is not mine, so is the plot
but come with me and take the plunge
swim in the ocean of life
make some ripples down the long eternity
and praise Him again and again for this opportunity

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