unbeatable faithfulness although I was somewhat unfaithful

you Jesus remained faithful to me!
you truly are wonderful despite the bitterness of this world and the bitterness of my soul.

how I wish I was more like You!

N.Korea had their nuclear test.
With many reasons behind, justified or not.
But still, it scares nations! and possibly encourage others to develop nuclear weapons as well... >_<
nuclear war is the worst war that could ever happen.

but you see, all these events were foretold in the bible...
I am not surprised... but the time is indeed coming...  ¶ 4:19 PM 0 comments

  good engin stalls kway chap! offers a $1.80 meal which has a cripy fried chicken, fried rice and veggies! nice buy and quite appetizing.

western stall- i simply love the baked pasta! trully baked on the spot.

=D  ¶ 6:44 PM 0 comments

  does anyone know? how to break up with someone who's not even your 'boyfriend'/'girlfriend'?

a friend is asking...

email me if you dont want to comment: y_iv2003@yahoo.com

thanks!  ¶ 4:51 PM 0 comments

  changed my title! Because tea time is fun!

every tea time i get to try out stuff I have never tried before

it is kind of worthwhile =)i get to know which stuff I might buy and will never buy again =P.

Donut by default is an okay choice =).
May find something definitely better with tea!

i think form now on, i will be blogging with my yahoo 360... I could easily post pictures there.

so there!

don't forget to have a tea time break and try on some donuts too =P  ¶ 9:37 AM 0 comments

  =( geee....

my WORST enemy in this whole wide world is...

ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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=(  ¶ 9:15 AM 0 comments

  the cup and others Psalms 75
8 In the hand of the LORD is a cup
full of foaming wine mixed with spices;
he pours it out, and all the wicked of the earth
drink it down to its very dregs.

- read about this cup many times in the old testament, and guess where else? revelations! Interesting how the old and new testament have plenty of connections. New testament fulfillinf and even continuing the old. The gap of the last prophecy and the first testament was even mentioned in the last book of the old. forgot where it is though =(. I find it interesting how those two compilations dance and compliment with each other.

-the following verses are worth remembering and following!

Philippians 4
6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

8Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.  ¶ 5:02 AM 0 comments

  the cup and others   ¶ 5:02 AM 0 comments

  I shouldn't be blogging but my heart... is in agony
not entirely as it is but yeah it has its worries
even I cannot fathom
I am just reading my mind now, trying to understand the current status
of this tiny thing inside me that beats
that breathes life to my soul

is it because I am trying to prove something but I failed to?
is it because of the fact that I never tried my best in anything
for the past many years?
is it because of trying to hide my nature from anyone??? (hmmm...)
trying to hide the envious feeling that I always suppress within?
my heart...is it crying?

I am not failure of a creation
but has my path departed from what I should have taken?

it is funny i keep this blog open too.
because this is usually where I pour my heart into
sometimes i blog my thought and I get reprimanded
but what is there to that? this is my blog
and have the very right to blog my thoughts
and so are others
a mind and heart discussion it is
just like what i wanted

but vindication is in the Lord
and so, I will stand still
observe mistakes and move on
standing for what I believe is right

I know it is worthless to wait in this lifetime for answers
I am confident however to find them one day
Maybe not here but somewhere... this is because
my heart says so... (as translated by the mind)

anyway, as much as I wanted to hide my blog
I just leave it idle for a time
not because I wanted people to read (of which I doubt)
but for my heart to take some rest
and to gain strength to face the world
then and there, I can face the world again
through this tiny portal to the world that I am aware of

it is tough to open myself to all
but it is tougher to hide myself
I do not know why but this is what my heart demands
though impractical as it may seem

anyway, I am off now
as this week is a tough one too

I am trying to be tough (though I am not)
so in tough times
no matter how tough it may seem
the tough must get going
thus I must get going too
and get that strength of the heart from Him!

God bless you all!  ¶ 5:11 AM 0 comments

  and so Solomon says... Proverbs 22:

15 Folly is bound up in the heart of a child,
but the rod of discipline will drive it far from him.  ¶ 5:03 AM 0 comments