how many many times? How many times do I have to remind myself never to get something owned by everyone! It will never be mine! Even a preschool can perfectly understand the sense of that. I know what being a stubborn is like, but this one is like being brainless. Maybe I need a slap on the face... Grrr... Atashi mada mugaiteiru!!!!!

When will I ever learn? How disappointing!
I want to be mienai!

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Everybody must have known. I am the least surprised but most disappointed I guess. People may claim that they'll know anyway but the thing is I just don't want everyone to know. Can that be respected?... There must be some itching tongues out there... Gossip... whatever... like life is that good. kantan ni ikanai... uhm... whatever again...
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i want to go back from where i left off... is that possible now?  ¶ 12:46 AM