=) Our team won! =) I was with them in spirit (harhar...if you thought i was absent, nope, i was there trying my best to keep my team's morale up)... The main six testified that the crowd's cheering as well as the reserves' motivations kept them up all the way... And i say that indeed i was carried all along, i felt nervous and yet optimistic for them. I enjoyed the game even though i was just standing in one side, screaming, jumping and hoping. =)

Time to step back i guess...

I've been having this happy-go-lucky state... with a bit of narcissism thanks to my webcam...hahaha... coz it's always on display, clipped on my computer's screen!

oh here are new samples... i received a pretty flower from our vball captain =)...pretty nice ayt?

DISCLAIMER: THE RED FLOWER IS PRETTY (gibera or gerbera or gerber...haha...not sure) NOT THE HOLDER K? =P








flower for you =)


haha... such a narcissistic flower! =P

oh well...

back to me.... it's always me! this is my blog but i guess it's getting too saturated of things about me... heck...

i just approved a testimonial from my younger sister. It made me pause for a while. What were written there hit me hard... To the core I guess...

here's a copy: (with the blue color as my response/reflection)

--#----#------- 'Te IVZ-----#------#-------
hahaaha!!!! ate ko yan!!! xempre...intelligent [err....]

...persistent....consistent..
she's always dreaming to be that somebody and she's actually working on it...[youch on this one... yeah i've been dreaming of that somebody. but what i'm doing right now is making that somebody a nobody... i can still remember my zeal for that person, but at my current lifestyle, she'll end up as nonexistent... an utter nobody. my perseverance used to emanate from her...but now... i'm not being cynic, i'm being fair and real; i got nobody but a self-evaluating but never changing me...]

grabeh...still i can't believe that you're not here with me..coz your there... and now, varsity pa!!tsk tsk tsk :) [im not in the varsity...haha... hall yan, nice lang talaga ang jersey =), there are more better players--> more trained on their fields than me, that's why i'm the 8th player ]

i can see your really doing great..you have a sideline job...(grrr....coz i really wana experience working in shops..good thing that you are)[i stopped working...sigh...]

i'm MISSING MY SIS A LOT!!!!!!anyway, i want to thank you for being my kaaway, my kaibigan, my kakampi, my kalaban, my kasama sa mga kalokohang pinanggagawa natin noon.. hahayyy.....to sum it up.. I"M SOOO HAPPY THAT YOU ARE MY SISTER!!you're smart, active, lively,

master of who you are...--> nope...i'm not anymore...

and, grabeh...hands down nako sa pagiging faithful mo to HIM... :)-->... i'm on the verge of confusion right now... not about His reality, but about what i really want for/from myself... and what He wants...

tapos you possess that charming smile pa talaga.. -->naks!
hmmmmm... it's in the genes ate!!!heheyou take gud care of urself.. ingatz lgi.. MISS YOU!!!LAV YAH!!MWAH!!!!!:)

it is quite depressing to know that i've lost that person... that me ... i'm not even sure if i've changed for the better... i felt like getting worse in the aspects that i wanted to push myself unto... spiritual, academic... well it all started that one group meeting...there was this tough challenge that was imposed on me, and in the process of facing it, i ended up like this (a seemingly cynic and deformed person)... the challenge? removing the very self effort that has been frustrating me to draw myself closer to Him...it's quite a long story though... to keep it short, i'm recovering slowly because something wrong happened along the way. Mainly due to my complacency, i was dissuaded and ended up backsliding. But then thanks to His love for me, He is leading me back to the path again in a gradual manner... He's very patient indeed! =) At the moment, i'm doing fine... but a lot of things are waiting to be done... and yet, i still have time for blogging! =)

If you have read Korinna's blog, i hugely agree about how we are being blessed here... but then again, to whom much is given, much is expected. As for me, i think i did not even come close to meeting that expectation... and that is keeping me kinda cynic this time around... more like...lost and confused... but hehe, i'll never forget to smile. There are still a lot of things to be glad about. This very moment of writing, the very air i breath, my loved ones, my future chances, the pretty flower, my computer, my very flesh, my vball stuff, God's grace that's been keeping me alive (i guess if i'll continue listing, this would be the longest blog in the whole wide world!)... a lot! =) =) =) it's just that my personal issue in approaching life is troubling me...it's a big deal; i just hope i'm not overrating it... =)

God is sooo COOL! =)

Carpe Diem!





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