why i didn't blog...
1. i wanted to pero well im on this fasting thingy, but i ended up failing kasi eventually i got tempted... kaya...oh well...lapit na sana, kasi twelve days, pero on the 8th, everything i've tried to resist (pc games, friendster, net, shopping,-->lifestyle fasting, food!-->di maxado, more on avoiding indulgence ^_^) overtook me... so it was a definite failure in fasting... geez, i still can't give things up for the Lord in the long run... I'm still too attached...=( and the booklet i got from campus crusade lay idle on my desk, i'm too failed to continue it...........
2. well, because temptations overtook me, i ended up doing those things that give me more pleasure than blogging...hehehe... and ended up guilty for wasting time! and well, a lil bit isolated from the world, coz i got no good social life except for that... hee hee hee...
3. Ano pa ba? hmmm... because i got a not-so-good sched? i think it's good pero i spend most of my free time sleeping...sleeping!!!! I love sleeping!
4. Coz i realized that friendster is addictive sometimes...
whew.... what else?...ahhaha....i feel lazy! i'm not inspired to excel in my studies, even though i got a ---- CAP ^_^. I need a push from somewhere... Or i must be looking at the wrong place that's why i couldn't find it...
"riddle" about me:--> (not meant to be figured out)
nawala na...
i have to but how do i know that i really have to?
it's just my rationale who's speaking
'coz emotions are treacherous
emotions affect me more than my mind...
but what if this time around my mind is dull?
i'm not wise, i know that...
and now i'm lost...
nangyari na...
pero i still want to take it back..
i'll lose most of my pride in the process
for a prize that i could not perceive...
so i don't want to risk...
yet it's still there...
hope...
i'm lost...
On thursday! Kor and I will see royalties! hehehe...
Tomorrow, Wedenesday, will be a gruesome day for me. 2 LABS, programming and electrical. And after that a vball match, of which i'm not really playing (not part of the first 6)... i'll just go there to boost my team's morale =).