back then?
In retrospect, i was quite the opposite of who I was about 1.5 years ago.
This finding is rather sad. All these is probably due to my faulty decisions.
How long will I keep up on this.
Oh Lord, how can I ever heed your guidance when my stubbornness is not relenting!
There is one thing I need which I was so full 1.5 years ago. I believe Lord that you know that very well... I am in drought!