the post that was rendered useless i dont like my secretarial job in IEEE
i dont like it when they overload me
and i dont like it when i become useless
when could there be a time when things are reasonable enough?
i do like things when they become challenging
but not when they become unreasonable
my comrades in IEEE NUS Student Branch are not exactly what i call friends
and yeah because of this i want to have a part time work with IRC somehow
or maybe some other committee where I could meet friends and do some reasonable work
this thing is so upsetting me right now
oh why did i ever join IEEE? I had the feeling (before winning the elctions)
that I am not gonna like the job
way too different when I won last year's IRC elections
way too different...

oh Lord, I know you know how burdened I am.
Please guide me in this...  ¶ 11:58 AM