news here and there i bet most of us has gone through times like wallowing in the universe of dreams and then suddenly life slapping us in the face...

well... not exactly.

was gloomy this saturday afternoon for reasons that was uncertain of, i thought i was just cynic and a noisy environment just too much for me. not that I did not eat proper lunch too, subway is filling for me, but rather i don't feel like eating. I thought something in me has gone amiss and I was sorry to the Lord for being grouchy...and not enthusiastic about dance practicing.
at least in the evening i felt better when my sister called and i ate some good tasting jap meal--> TORI Q!

the news struck me when I was on my way, my aunt sent me a message that my other uncle died 5 pm. Im just sad. I think he is the fourth sibling of my mom that died. Our clan is getting older, there are newcomers and leavers. I'm getting used to it a bit but you can't help even with a slim bond with that person, you feel sad. Somehow too, I am relieved, at least that uncle of mine is finally freed from the torments of his weakening body. hearing alone how life goes by for him every week pains me, and so this event can be called a "breather" in a way. I just hope that his wife (who loves him dearly) is well prepared for this situation.

I pray too that the Lord will take good care of him, his family too.
haize...

my cousin is also getting married! waaa... supposed to be happy but obviously there will be mourning. sigh...

and yeah... my niece got a 0.8cm hole in the heart. =(...poor little rianna jasmine... =(

sigh... i have so much to pray for but i haven't been a good Christian. =(. I guess the only two things I can hold on for now is God's love and grace. =)


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ON THE HAPPY NOTE

KORINNA'S BACK! welcome back!
sorry wasn't really as jolly as I should be because of the news I've heard, but I am happy you are back safe and sound...me hoping you get well soon too... =)

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