Wednesday, June 21, 2006
...missing someone...
I MISS HIM ALREADY!
--sentiments--
1. now I understand lovers who do PDA...haha... but you see it is not like they wanted to flaunt or anything, they actually don't give a damn on any other thing in their vicinity rather than the presence of that someone and the gladness of seeing each other... I used to be one of those myopic people who are trully aghasted with couples who does PDA, now it has backfired. Admittedly, we did PDA in the airport and uhm... I had to run for cover. I guess I was running away from the incriminating me. =/
2. when you love someone, definitely he is included in the miss list.
3. I AM TERRIBLE AT GOODBYES. I personally don't like it. Back then, when somebody is going away for good or for a long time, I tend to dissociate myself from the person. That's my only way of saving myself from missing that person too much defense mechanism per se. Maybe I'm afraid of losing relationships due to distance. or maybe something else.hmmm... But that was before... This time I tried something different, I tried spending good time with the person. and guess what? Im missing him already! waaa.... if I do this with all the other people I'm gonna miss a whole bunch! Actually, I missed Aditi too, and Charlene Escalicas, and Ate Love, and Kuya Ken (I did cry when I left home last time)... It is not fun to miss people ya know! Not at all... but somehow, somewhere you feel this tiny gladness because you spend some extra nice time with the people you care for before they leave (or I/you leave). A sense of proper goodbye, a good memory for them to carry to their destination (or mine/our) like a piece of chocolate snack whenever they (I/we) feel lonely wherever they (I/we) may be... hmm... I don't know much really. Like I said earlier, I am terrible at goodbyes--> most of the time. So uhm, I can't say things that make much sense!
4. It is 3 am already! I can't sleep... missing someone...missing someone... gosh Im playing that music for 48000 times already =/ ¶ 2:59 AM
--sentiments--
1. now I understand lovers who do PDA...haha... but you see it is not like they wanted to flaunt or anything, they actually don't give a damn on any other thing in their vicinity rather than the presence of that someone and the gladness of seeing each other... I used to be one of those myopic people who are trully aghasted with couples who does PDA, now it has backfired. Admittedly, we did PDA in the airport and uhm... I had to run for cover. I guess I was running away from the incriminating me. =/
2. when you love someone, definitely he is included in the miss list.
3. I AM TERRIBLE AT GOODBYES. I personally don't like it. Back then, when somebody is going away for good or for a long time, I tend to dissociate myself from the person. That's my only way of saving myself from missing that person too much defense mechanism per se. Maybe I'm afraid of losing relationships due to distance. or maybe something else.hmmm... But that was before... This time I tried something different, I tried spending good time with the person. and guess what? Im missing him already! waaa.... if I do this with all the other people I'm gonna miss a whole bunch! Actually, I missed Aditi too, and Charlene Escalicas, and Ate Love, and Kuya Ken (I did cry when I left home last time)... It is not fun to miss people ya know! Not at all... but somehow, somewhere you feel this tiny gladness because you spend some extra nice time with the people you care for before they leave (or I/you leave). A sense of proper goodbye, a good memory for them to carry to their destination (or mine/our) like a piece of chocolate snack whenever they (I/we) feel lonely wherever they (I/we) may be... hmm... I don't know much really. Like I said earlier, I am terrible at goodbyes--> most of the time. So uhm, I can't say things that make much sense!
4. It is 3 am already! I can't sleep... missing someone...missing someone... gosh Im playing that music for 48000 times already =/ ¶ 2:59 AM
