Saturday, March 11, 2006
Retrospection???
My heart is unwilling and my body is weak.
What left for me to do?
haha... I am disheartened again. Anyway, I just feel a sense of sadness in my heart and I don't feel like doing anything for my academics. I always feel I'm being too irresponsible with my academics, which is actually the case and whenever I feel like doing something and then I reach my workstation afterwards, I get worn out. I end up wasting my time and ruining my plans outrightly. It was better before because at least my mind was strong enough to drive my body and achieve something for the day, but now it feels like I'm in this blackhole. I can't escape this laziness and discouragement to study. I feel like I can't. I am being so emotional. But really, I don't have much interest for school right now and well... Im not being a girlfriend material either...hahaha...far fetched... but ya... those are the current setbacks I'm having lately. sad. sad. sad.
neways.
I'm not a good girlfriend, so I discourage all the guys out there who are interested... LOL... as if!!!!!! =P ¶ 4:05 PM
What left for me to do?
haha... I am disheartened again. Anyway, I just feel a sense of sadness in my heart and I don't feel like doing anything for my academics. I always feel I'm being too irresponsible with my academics, which is actually the case and whenever I feel like doing something and then I reach my workstation afterwards, I get worn out. I end up wasting my time and ruining my plans outrightly. It was better before because at least my mind was strong enough to drive my body and achieve something for the day, but now it feels like I'm in this blackhole. I can't escape this laziness and discouragement to study. I feel like I can't. I am being so emotional. But really, I don't have much interest for school right now and well... Im not being a girlfriend material either...hahaha...far fetched... but ya... those are the current setbacks I'm having lately. sad. sad. sad.
neways.
I'm not a good girlfriend, so I discourage all the guys out there who are interested... LOL... as if!!!!!! =P ¶ 4:05 PM
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ives... ok ka lang? nag-away ba kayo? bad man yan sya uy, pinapa-sad friend ko. tsk tsk tsk. ipabugbog natin sa gashong people. hehe joke lang.
cheer up! kaya mo yan! kelan ba matapos classes nyo? two weeks to go nalang ako! uuwi ako davao sa summer. finally. after two years. ^_^ ito na nga lang iniisip ko para tapusin ang lahat ng kailangang gawin. ^_^
ingat lagi ives! ^.^
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cheer up! kaya mo yan! kelan ba matapos classes nyo? two weeks to go nalang ako! uuwi ako davao sa summer. finally. after two years. ^_^ ito na nga lang iniisip ko para tapusin ang lahat ng kailangang gawin. ^_^
ingat lagi ives! ^.^
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