growing up (uh... not really) Mergebelle(a wonderful hi-skul friend) once said with great realization that we are all growing up. We maturing, taking our own parted ways, having romances, heartaches, and even losing loved ones, gradually drifting from the immature high school days to young adults experiencing life with rather experienced minds. Merge was surprised and excited with great awe when she realized that, it was nothing much to me really... However now, I just felt like she was so right. I never really did realize... Maybe I was overlooking such drastic change from high school scenario, but now I do see things a little more clearly... I admit though that I loved my high school years and I don't feel like letting go although I guess I have done so ages ago... Wonderful high school years with all the wonderful people around. I once thought the school was a prison, but really, I did appreciate it when I was there. People around me now are just so different from the people back then. We were a family, not just a labeled family (ehem)... A realy happy bunch of kids who loves to hang out, do things together and even get to have a real good time with teachers, we were a family after all ^_^ ... Haha... and even if the students come from different families, they are modest. No unreachables, no elites, no social climbers (my class at least) but wonderful friends.(hey Wayne I don't mean to mock you or what not).... I just said this because people here in Singapore are just so different, good thing there are some wonderful buds around sparing me from insanity... But anyway, where was I? Hmmm... Oh yeah... Growing up... heck, I forgot what I wanted to say! hahaha... geez... obviously Im gettin old so fast to be this forgetful! haha digress digress!

okay okay...
hmmm... but anyway... lately... I am a big H! that's all...

I want a way out but I guess I am my own dragon #_#!!!!  ¶ 9:54 PM