dark? No one knows I'm there...but i guess now they do? or is it just gloomy outside for me to think this way?

let me die waiting for Your salvation
just don't let me go...

cynic me talking? or is it really me?

somehow I'd like to think I have no family here, or maybe it is just because of the trials I'm facing. I know I'm not the only one. But... I'm beginning to believe someone who once said this..." In the end, we are alone."
Is that really true? I need to know, so I may at least have an idea what to do next. By default it is a yes, but I'm hoping that I'm wrong.

Lord let me see you for I am blind...  ¶ 12:45 PM