216th post two hundred sixteen posts!!!
wow! After 2 years! I guess that's quite agreeable...

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When you have the opportunity to pursue your own goals and interests free from interference, you can feel very agreeable and express a buoyant optimism. On the other hand, you can be impulsive and forceful when opposed, and act without due forethought and discretion. Hence you have many bitter experiences and generally rather unsettled conditions in your life, with little progress and financial accumulation. You cannot tolerate any domination by others, or circumstances that restrict your freedom and independence. You are inclined to make changes abruptly in your life as an escape from such conditions

I wonder if that is true about me...

Anyway, I was thinking. I so love my freedom and independence but now I feel like I am caged even though I am free to miss my lectures and tutorials. =D... Yeah... My freedom has been suppressed and my independence, gone. Funny... Those two are basically not physical... They're just not... Now I believe that those who have curfews experiences more freedom than I do. Home is also a place where I enjoy much greater freedom and independence. I guess it is all in the mind... Those who are jailed may even exercise more freedom than I do. I want to get out of this yet I am not fully determined to start all the changes. I am limited by fear of pain... Sad, funny, weird... What have I got myself into? I knew very well that what is at hand is taking so much risks that benefits are overwhelmed by consequences but the stubbornness of the mind does not give in! My bad!

When/where/what next?  ¶ 10:20 PM