Thursday, August 11, 2005
when will I ever learn?
I'm currently an anime addict. I hope this is just a fad and will soon fade away before everything else falls into a real mess. I can't help admiring the stories, they're not just for young kids or kids at heart although they maybe cartoonish to everybody else in this world. The stories have sense. One can even witness the idealism of the story writer and see the intricate details of his/her belief. The animation just serves as something open even to the impossible, where the ideals of a writer are never limited except that everything are just pieces of drawings and water colors. I like the animes I'm watching because of the characters, and through their very own imperfections and search for worth in this world, they were able to see the importance of friendship and the desire of human to have companionship around. The quest for reason of existence, and how a person fights for his/her ideals that rooted from life-changing experiences residing in the past. As well as how they battle loneliness, as it has been darkness for them. etc etc etc. They actually make more sense than some movies I've seen, and they teach better lessons as well. ^_^ That's why I like animes. In consolation, the characters look good! ^_^
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Somebody once told me that my worst enemy is myself. I couldn't help but agree. Self-control being the hardest to learn, I'm continually battling this self who wants to be entertained at the moment. I know if I overdo being obsessed doing things other than concentrating for school, I am going nowhere. I don't even eat my daily bread and no longer heavily willed to make time for it. Sigh... I miss the self I was back then, when I couldn't imagine having a good day without knowing something about Him more. I want her back! Where could she be?
Ate Karen told me to stop this nonsense. Actually, I wish I could but I still want! =/ speaking of self-control again. Anyway, I'll be meeting up with her mom and younger sis later.^_^ And I must watch the lecture I've missed today.
Oh well... It is really true that my toughest enemy is myself! But then again she has always been my companion #_#. Maybe a bad one sometimes (errr... most of the time?).
God bless everyone! ¶ 6:56 PM
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Somebody once told me that my worst enemy is myself. I couldn't help but agree. Self-control being the hardest to learn, I'm continually battling this self who wants to be entertained at the moment. I know if I overdo being obsessed doing things other than concentrating for school, I am going nowhere. I don't even eat my daily bread and no longer heavily willed to make time for it. Sigh... I miss the self I was back then, when I couldn't imagine having a good day without knowing something about Him more. I want her back! Where could she be?
Ate Karen told me to stop this nonsense. Actually, I wish I could but I still want! =/ speaking of self-control again. Anyway, I'll be meeting up with her mom and younger sis later.^_^ And I must watch the lecture I've missed today.
Oh well... It is really true that my toughest enemy is myself! But then again she has always been my companion #_#. Maybe a bad one sometimes (errr... most of the time?).
God bless everyone! ¶ 6:56 PM
