so let it be...
Today was a busy one and i lousily spent my free time surfing the internet for more anime stuff. Finally, I was able to use a good bittorrent which doesn't have to ask me what to do and deal with those firewall details. I might have promised myself not to watch anime for a period of time but i got hooked downloading them. I am anticipating for the time when I can actually watch my favorite animes. Bummer! Sometimes I do get too stubborn that I simply give in to what I want. Now it is already 2:56 and I'm supposed to wake up before 8! See how stubborn a person could get?
---today---
The weather is cold and the LTs are cold too...
Today is pretty much the same like the past few days but I aged... hahaha... we all do I believe.
---ring a bell?---
Funny how people change... Well, sarcastically speaking sometimes... That's life huh? We blend with those who we choose to be around with. We get blinded with what's right. We just do what we want, sometimes ungodly sometimes not, rarely godly. What's right now? Do we still look at ourselves before scoffing at somebody else's? I deem that we cannot judge. If people slap your left cheek, offer your right. Proverbs says remove that slab from your eye first before you point a speck of dust on your friend's eye. Moreover, foul words from our mouth displeases Him (the tongue is the most rotten part of a human body but I guess we can blame the fingers too =P). We should act as if we are the ones building His image towards nonbelievers... we really are responsible. .. but this is all hard....
Just Hard... No wonder people do those not-good-at-all things even though they know they're wrong. Being upright is plain hard and being bad is just way easier. No wonder I was once afraid at reading the Bible because I'll end up totally ashamed for all my errors. Indeed I did end up as one, and now I am more guilty than ever. Now, I really cannot laugh at those Israelites who turned away from Him. Being stubborn was an easy option but with a nasty "reward". But since stubbornness was easier and a temporary instant-comfort, many of us chose it... BUT GEE, WE SHOULD STOP THIS!!!