Friday, July 01, 2005
mirror mirror lie to me...
maybe it can be fun living in a fantasy world...
the truth can be dreadful yet adventurous...
i hope somebody would take me away and bring me to a world filled with what we believe to be fictitious...
why is that desire in me?
i'm not bored. i'm just looking for... hmm... i'm really not bored neither am i excited to start my electrical engineering course... hmph... it has never occured in my mind yet! i must be awfully abnormal to say that! ^_^
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im sharing the room with my little sis and somehow she got affected by my ever-recurring desire to see the room clean. we did some spring cleaning yesterday, it was good, she proposed the room lay-out and i was satisfied with the results and had a good sleep last night (although missed my new anime faves...eheh--> because i woke up late)... oh i just hope that she could try to be at least a little oraganized ^_^
during our rigorous room cleaning and rearranging (we didn't ask the help of our helper, we want to do it ourselves --> more on bonding purposes ^_^), i saw a very pretty pix of hers and was able to own it because of my constant asking... geeze, she's really pretty... she even told me many stories of how she turned down different men and boys ^_^... not that she's proud or something it is because I will annoy her if she doesn't share. *_*... somehow for me she's pretty mature in her decisions, i.e. she wanted them to concentrate on studies first (some guys were pretty smart and cute at the same time), she also wants to concentrate on her studies too even though the guy is her type (even more, her long time crush!). she doesn't like pdas too (public display of affection), and she hates bastards who take advantage of women (geez, seems like they can be everywhere). she's friendly to boys, but not flirting; the two of us hates flirting. she acts boyish sometimes. she's happy in sports; she's happy in conversations that to me, it appears like she currently doesn't need some romantic relationship. I can see that she have good friends, and she has fun ates too! ehe ^_^. well, i think she feels like it's not yet the right time to have one; and i do agree as long as she stays happy. i'm just glad to be her sis.
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this sat... hmmm.... i shall see what happens to our clan prob (in a way)... it's been a long time and i'm excited yet upset... i hope that whatever happens tomorrow is according to God's will. I will shut up and leave Him to do His plans.
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why do people hate loneliness?
for me, i'm never alone like i said many times before so i have forgotten whether i have hated it...
sadness....
it appears that i'm starting to like sadness, my favorite company... weird huh? but i get to think well, i get to see things well, and feel some unexplainable gladness that maybe sadness isn't bad at all... or maybe it was the start of happiness?
i do not know what i'm looking for or whether if i'm still on the look-out for something.... oh well...
gtg!
God bless!
thanks maybeline! ¶ 3:55 PM
the truth can be dreadful yet adventurous...
i hope somebody would take me away and bring me to a world filled with what we believe to be fictitious...
why is that desire in me?
i'm not bored. i'm just looking for... hmm... i'm really not bored neither am i excited to start my electrical engineering course... hmph... it has never occured in my mind yet! i must be awfully abnormal to say that! ^_^
----
im sharing the room with my little sis and somehow she got affected by my ever-recurring desire to see the room clean. we did some spring cleaning yesterday, it was good, she proposed the room lay-out and i was satisfied with the results and had a good sleep last night (although missed my new anime faves...eheh--> because i woke up late)... oh i just hope that she could try to be at least a little oraganized ^_^
during our rigorous room cleaning and rearranging (we didn't ask the help of our helper, we want to do it ourselves --> more on bonding purposes ^_^), i saw a very pretty pix of hers and was able to own it because of my constant asking... geeze, she's really pretty... she even told me many stories of how she turned down different men and boys ^_^... not that she's proud or something it is because I will annoy her if she doesn't share. *_*... somehow for me she's pretty mature in her decisions, i.e. she wanted them to concentrate on studies first (some guys were pretty smart and cute at the same time), she also wants to concentrate on her studies too even though the guy is her type (even more, her long time crush!). she doesn't like pdas too (public display of affection), and she hates bastards who take advantage of women (geez, seems like they can be everywhere). she's friendly to boys, but not flirting; the two of us hates flirting. she acts boyish sometimes. she's happy in sports; she's happy in conversations that to me, it appears like she currently doesn't need some romantic relationship. I can see that she have good friends, and she has fun ates too! ehe ^_^. well, i think she feels like it's not yet the right time to have one; and i do agree as long as she stays happy. i'm just glad to be her sis.
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this sat... hmmm.... i shall see what happens to our clan prob (in a way)... it's been a long time and i'm excited yet upset... i hope that whatever happens tomorrow is according to God's will. I will shut up and leave Him to do His plans.
----
why do people hate loneliness?
for me, i'm never alone like i said many times before so i have forgotten whether i have hated it...
sadness....
it appears that i'm starting to like sadness, my favorite company... weird huh? but i get to think well, i get to see things well, and feel some unexplainable gladness that maybe sadness isn't bad at all... or maybe it was the start of happiness?
i do not know what i'm looking for or whether if i'm still on the look-out for something.... oh well...
gtg!
God bless!
thanks maybeline! ¶ 3:55 PM
