june july 2 more months! SO SHORT!

i just watched ms gay yesterday (yep, you guessed right, fiesta is drawing close), and I actually thought that such competitions can be bad. First, it promotes 3rd sex if there really is such a thing. Second, even desperate men who badly needs money will have to give up their pride and disobey who they are just to join the pageant. Third, it can destroy self esteem especially the gays who are being terribly laughed at... I admit it was entertaining but slipping into the shoes of those badly treated, I felt it was demeaning...

My mom's getting bald, but anyway I realized that God is also carrying us in this trial. Relatives are helping us out and even bonding together (as an extended family) more than ever before. Yesterday we just had volleyball again, in my aunt's land beside the airport (it was vacant and windy ^_^). My cousin even suggested that next time we do some picnic there... Wow, what love...

I just read ate cla's encouragement in our yahoogroup email. It was encouraging... and I came over a paragraph that struck me again and again, as always... About us getting mentally stripped of what we actually hold dearly until the only thing we hold on unto is the Lord... I'm wondering... What do I really hold dearly now? I cannot clearly identify but I need to know. I'm certain that I'm still holding on to this thing... I hope that the Lord will provide enlightenment.

God bless!

-thanks kor ^_^-  ¶ 4:42 PM