hay... mental block? or blocked mentally? my head can't absorb anything.

I went to BIZ2 to study for my marketing. I was reading through the book, and really, i was just plainly reading without any form of absorbing. Worse, when I recalled my answers for my SS finals, I realized that I didn't follow the exact instructions again (again because I also did it in one of my earlier papers). I was radical in my answer, it was way off what they really wanted to ask. Sniff... It pierced my bones... I liked my SS that much and it's really a big deal if I don't do well, but geez, why did I end up doing that? However, I believe that I'll just have to leave it up to Him. There's nothing I can do. And I guess I must learn to move on... Besides, if it is His will then so be it. It's not my end anyway, its just part of this colorful life that we all are blessed with. The thought just temporarily drained away my appetite for studying...

and waaaa! Brice really made me scream! He started off this tale of a young girl who died on where I was muggin. I wasn't freaked out by that, pero I gave it some thought because there's actually a "HELP!!!" inscription on the table. It was questionable because it was a white paint, and how would that girl be able to obtain a white paint while she's dying? She could have screamed! *LOL* and Brice's friend also told me it wasn't true. Anyway, either case I wasn't shooked. And then later while I was mindlessly READING my book (mind you I was alone), I happen to avert my gaze on staircase side and waaa! I saw Brice stealthly making his way near me! So in that sense, he was caught. And then after some interrogation, he said he would leave and indeed, I saw him leaving the vicinity. I just continued my stuff afterwards, and then stared at the outside dark world to give my eyes some break. Nice trees and cold breeze, the reasons why I chose the place... and then i felt some weird silence and decided to set my eyes back to the book... and WAAAAAAAAA! This guy was like crouching himself towards me, and staring at my book! To think, he's tall, he's fair, and looked serious! I WAS UTTERLY SURPRISED AND SCREAMED AT THE TOP OF MY VOICE for a fleeting number of seconds ^_^. What would you do anyway, after having some nice moment of silence with nature and was readily positioning yourself to get back muggin and then out of the blue some entity is "standing" beside you? #_# it was hugely hugely surprising...although I wasn't scared (haha coz i talked to Him earlier), I was just both shocked and surprised.

neways! i'm off to bed early today! coz my head's not absorbing anyway, what's the use?

Gud am! and God bless!  ¶ 12:05 AM