a post of apology (about my CS final paper) sorry Dr. Tan and Mr. Tan, I have readily lost 30 points because I'm a slow writer and a stubborn child who didn't heed the advice of my Marketing Tutor. I should have started in the last part, indeed, i have encouontered the thought but i still started in the MCQ part because i was just too stubborn and indecisive to take such an unusual step (for me that is), to start from the back and end in front... Sigh, it was really the unwisest thing I've ever done, to neglect the most obvious choice because i didn't even bother about the end result since it didn't happen yet. But now, it did. Yes, i readily lost 30 points for the few blank pages that actually weighed more than the MCQs altogether. I'm sorry Dr. Tan and Mr. Tan. Don't blame yourself if i got a very low grade, it wasn't you. You guys and my tutor are really very good teachers. Your final paper questions were actually do-able, and fair enough. It's really just me and I'm so sorry for myself to learn it the painful and hard way.

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And now i look unto Jesus for comfort. Before i left my room, i heard these: "there's much more in this life"--> lyrics of a Christian music. Indeed, there is much more in this life than to meddle on such a foolish action, i hope to learn from this and i hope to move on. But oh Lord, I know You allow things to happen as long as they don't go against Your Will. It was apparently my choice to fail, I was just too complacent. But I know, everything is under Your control. Whether i may end up not taking the path I'm currently taking or not, or with flying colors or not, Lord, everything is still under Your control. Everything will be alright. I thank You for You and Your great love. =)  ¶ 6:30 PM