GOSH! the thing i feared to happen is happening! MY EX-CRUSH IS FALLING IN LOVE WITH THAT GIRL!

AND I'M BY AND LARGE FEELING THIS ENVY.

HAHAHA...

She's lucky.

I'm not.

But I'm blessed with His grace... So i better hold on to that powerful realm than trying to save my somehow salvaged sanity by doing something about it... or whatever...haha...

smile! it's the least i can do for my ambitious heart not coupled with action.

over over... as easy as that?

hmm... just don't let me see them doing some PDA at this point of time, then I'll be glad and will happily uninvolve myself. At least give me some time to accept it... And yeah, it is one of the battles that I never fought. I'm actually not really concerned about it. Or so I think. I just feel this thing...yung sayang... i had a lot of chances of getting to know him way better that i simply threw away because of the things that must be kept until it is time. Oh ivy, withdraw yourself!

paper paper tomorrow!  ¶ 10:51 PM