=( everybody's mugging hard
i fell to a halt
i ran out of purpose
why?
if there is one thing i want God to grant me this moment
it is a ticket home
but anyway, I know God has a plan for everything
I cannot escape and must take my final papers
But I can concentrate no longer
I just want to write whatever on the paper
leave the exam halls
pack my stuff then head home!

yes people cry here and there without telling me why
I will cry too until maybe my eyes gets too sullen for tears to come out
In fact I cried but that wouldn't stop the world
I won't even bother to stop the world
As if it would bother to stop just to stop me from crying
Anyway, whatever the case...
I just want to stop this nonsense
My nonsense...

my Father understands and so is my father somewhere out there
I am swollen hearted although a while ago I was gay
I just want to cry that's all
And it's nothing...
Nothing to worry about...
It's just me
and its been ages since I last cried like this
like maybe 2-3 or 5 years ago
so i kinda miss the feeling =P
I cry for nothing...
I somberly cry for nothing...
I'm even disclosing it here!
so it is really nothing!
so don't even bother to ask
just go on living.

I am a joke.

If you can tell my ate not to cry, then most probably I'd stop...
Ate tells me to cry eh! so what can I do?
She cried, then I cry
But Uncle says don't cry...
Uncle's right and he has all the reasons to be right
but still I cry coz ate cried
my ate needs strength
since I am not home, i cannot share her burden
then I just cry for being helpless

i pray
i cry
i pray
i stop cry
i want not study
i want home.

P.S.
ate just slept
she stop cry
i stop cry
^_^
blasted english! =P

yes, this is a season of testing... may our faith keep us holding on!
May the Lord always be with us!
Amen!  ¶ 12:35 AM