Friday, March 18, 2005
lalala
cool! I feel definitely fine today! maybe because I currently don't mind about my crush...
As in not at all! It was just mere admiration meeting somebody with such an interesting character. He is a people person in fact. I wish everyone got that welcoming aura so that at least barriers would be broken down even in the first meeting. He is an amiable and emotionally intelligent person who simply got the words to hit off with a good conversation. He also knows how to properly react to situations. I definitely admire that! But that's not my point here, my point is, I'm glad today because I finally realized the difference between having a crush and just simple admiration. Maybe all I had for him was a momentary exuding admiration and mistook it as crush. You may say that admiration is having a crush on that guy, but it was just momentary, I think crush is more on a longer time basis...
The power of labeling got 100% effect on me (that explains why I nearly drooled over that guy because I wrongly labeled him as my crush, but he's not! hehe...). I use it to overcome some emotions, with the help of God of course. After labeling, I openly declare it to Him, and suddenly they all become futile, and small. Through Him, we can all see things clearly, just an open talk with no holding back. Besides, I think He knows us better than we know ourselves; He can see the bigger innate reasons in our actions that even we ourselves cannot identify. He's cool and very loving, despite knowing every bit of us, He still gives us His unconditional love.
Yey! I'm back to the usual me! I'm ABnormal! =) I am simply glad to be me again.
Nevertheless, I'm still super overwhelmed with things that are yet to be done. I think I heaped them up this week, because I was trying to catch up with my sleep. (now that rhymes a bit!). But anyway, school will be over in less than two months time! That means my countdown calendar is reaching half the page! Isn't that exciting? Exams are coming too! and by the end of next week, I'm done with most of my assignments! SS is an exception, I still got hundreds of pages to read!!! Marketing maybe about 50 plus... and for my core modules... errr... I think adding up them all up would equate to my SS readings! sigh.... okay... We are all going to make it ! Never ever give up ever! The Lord is with us and will always be =). We are His children. =) ¶ 5:33 PM
As in not at all! It was just mere admiration meeting somebody with such an interesting character. He is a people person in fact. I wish everyone got that welcoming aura so that at least barriers would be broken down even in the first meeting. He is an amiable and emotionally intelligent person who simply got the words to hit off with a good conversation. He also knows how to properly react to situations. I definitely admire that! But that's not my point here, my point is, I'm glad today because I finally realized the difference between having a crush and just simple admiration. Maybe all I had for him was a momentary exuding admiration and mistook it as crush. You may say that admiration is having a crush on that guy, but it was just momentary, I think crush is more on a longer time basis...
The power of labeling got 100% effect on me (that explains why I nearly drooled over that guy because I wrongly labeled him as my crush, but he's not! hehe...). I use it to overcome some emotions, with the help of God of course. After labeling, I openly declare it to Him, and suddenly they all become futile, and small. Through Him, we can all see things clearly, just an open talk with no holding back. Besides, I think He knows us better than we know ourselves; He can see the bigger innate reasons in our actions that even we ourselves cannot identify. He's cool and very loving, despite knowing every bit of us, He still gives us His unconditional love.
Yey! I'm back to the usual me! I'm ABnormal! =) I am simply glad to be me again.
Nevertheless, I'm still super overwhelmed with things that are yet to be done. I think I heaped them up this week, because I was trying to catch up with my sleep. (now that rhymes a bit!). But anyway, school will be over in less than two months time! That means my countdown calendar is reaching half the page! Isn't that exciting? Exams are coming too! and by the end of next week, I'm done with most of my assignments! SS is an exception, I still got hundreds of pages to read!!! Marketing maybe about 50 plus... and for my core modules... errr... I think adding up them all up would equate to my SS readings! sigh.... okay... We are all going to make it ! Never ever give up ever! The Lord is with us and will always be =). We are His children. =) ¶ 5:33 PM
