I still got time to spare... To blog and tell the world that I'm stuck!

hehe.. Nay... Jesus is wonderful! That's all I can say...

For more nonsensical stuff, maybe you could read a lil later, when all else fall into place. I could get to talk some stuff when I'm in my league, but currently I'm delved into this venture, that only God knows what would really happen next. I got myself mixed up with lessons, emotions, paranoia, and urgency. Well, it's typically hard to explain. But anyway, as long as the stars are shining bright in the velvet midnight sky at least somewhere out there, although some midnights might be bloody, I shall not lose hope. What's mine will be mine, in God's time. I just have to learn the deeper meaning of waiting, somehow...

Sometimes, being cynic does me some good. At least I don't get easily deceived by happy hours, and lovely faces. ^_^. But optimism in the Lord keeps me breathing. I can't possibly slash my veins with a cutter!  ¶ 1:02 AM