He's officially my crush but...
He scored 12/15 in physics midterms! that's like... HELLO???
hehehehe... shux... now i feel inferior and undeserving of his attention ... heheheh
but anyway... now i'm a normal kid, coz i got a crush! and guess what? I was in "heaven" kanina kasi one hour plus kami magkasama (as in kaming 2 lang ^_^)! weee! i was in all smiles! although well.. duh... dyahe.... the normal me loves to avoid and the like... but hey, don't think too deep, we were together kasi we were discussing stuff about the modules we're taking... 5 common modules! say ya? hehehe ^_^.
pero shux... i really think i admire him! ^_^ I never met somebody na may ganung appeal sa akin... He seems... different... basta...parang...ewan ^_^
basta crush ko siya and yun na yun! although somehow... i must prove my worth...hehe... i'm getting worldly now... sigh.. ang galing niya kasi, i feel like I'm not at par with him at all. The thing is, the only time I can get to talk to him is when we discuss about school stuff. If i'm one super bummer (like how i feel ryt now) and even if i go and ask him about something, i wouldn't even know what i'm asking about...sigh... it's just that so far my midterm results aren't that friendly... and they all conspire to make me think I'm dumber than what I think I am... Hehehe...
Engineering is fun though, kasi you get to know people who have the same wavelength as you are, and even people who communicate in extrasonic languages. Engineering is fun fun fun!!!!
pero love ko si Jesus =) and no matter what, kahit na ireject ako ng crush ko, bahala siya! hahahahaha. basta alam ko Jesus loves me for who I am, kahit na medjo cynic paminsan-minsan. He is always there to comfort me.
God bless!