found guilty
Okay, like what Kirth shared in her GASHONG e-mail, i shouldn't punish myself for failing to do a task... Avoiding food indulgence...
I'm mortifyingly guilty in over-indulgence of any edible thing on planet earth... and worse, guilty of helpless over-eating of nuts... I might as well go nuts... I love nuts, name it I like it! even coconuts! But geez, speaking of almonds, macadamia, cashew, wallnuts, peanuts, all nuts, I really go gaga eating them!They're like the best stuff this earth could offer! dang! They even overtook my passion for chocolates! but i better make some resolution about this...
I shall therefore declare to the world, aside from not buying peanut butter to be stored in my room, i shall not buy nuts from vendo machines, and even nuts from grocery stores for storage in my room. In the first place, they never get stored. Overwhelming 100 grams of nuts is nothing.. 200 grams is the same thing, my tummy sees them all the same, goodie nuts, and the more the merrier... But my health-conscious or at least health meter warns me to stop, i've been overweight and it was bad, although the process was delightful. I also cannot rely on physical exercise because most likely i shall have no time for them.. Neways... I shouldn't punish myself that much... I shall let go of my past 4 days of utter food indulgence, such days will never happen again as long as I'm not yet a DL (hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha... is that an eternal wait?)... Neways! Ivy says no to food indulgence! So help me God ^_^.
-lazy bloke