^_^ another me thing... hehe... i feel way better now, after trying to talk implicitly in my last post and some 5 hours of sleep. hehe... but i think what i felt while writing the previous post was another fleeting emotional surge. But anyway, i do feel okay right now.

I just had a dream, after the longest time. Generally, i was situated in a different environment from what I'm having now. And I saw myself acting the same way as before, like i was never changed for the Lord. I realize the need to keep watch, and now that I know I'm not the me when I was in high school, spiritually speaking, I should stand for it. I think it's kind of hard to get stuck in the same situation again, and react in the same way, like all I am is merely a change in S'pore, not really a change in me. Ivy in S'pore is different from Ivy in Phil, and most likely the real Ivy is the Ivy who tends to be complacent in the Phil... That sounds bad... Anyway, it is only a matter of less than two months when I get to that kind of situation again. But I daresay, it's nearly been a year! I shouldn't go acting like the same aging fella they were with, as if nothing really happened. The Lord cannot be glorified that way! Hopefully, when they see me again, i am trully a born again. And i don't speak of religion.

Kinda serious huh? ^_^. That was a pretty serious dream.

God bless ya all!

Carpe Diem!  ¶ 11:11 AM