all the fun i've missed guess what?

i missed kinda lot of fun!

seems like Kor lured someone... haha... basically the main reason why i didn't continue dancing with my partner the other night. I don't want another guy... Or well at least not even at personal level unless you were that guy that kept my eyes hooked on... hehe... clue? he's from temasek =P... oh..that clue i believe should be more than enough for those who would desperately do some investigation. I don't want to disclose his name either coz he's a local with chinese name, and chinese names ya know are hard to pronounce and worse, spell! hahaha....

Okie what really happened the other night? I believe the others, Kor and Josh, wouldn't want to tell the whole story, because the event (before the bash) basically revolved around my misfortune, thus, giving me "more right" to divulge it to the world. The major reason why i want to forget that night, not that i smelled like cigarrette practically from head to toe afterwards, but rather it didn't really went off well... First trouble, my sandal broke down after taking the taxi from 200 bus stop near pgp, that was around 8:30 i guess and the rouge program starts at 9 pm. It was like a mentos thing, one got a heel and the other got none, and apparently josh got some mentos and I grabbed a piece... Shux! it was mentos stuff when i went to the train platform, looked for a bleacher and attempted in removing the other heel. (in Josh's term pa, grace under stress...hehehe...thanks josh for terming it more nicely). Well, im not blaming tuk for stopping me in separating the sandal part properly from its heel and suggested instead a more destructable one... It's all i believe, part of God's plan, so Kor, it wasn't at all your fault, i didn't tell you on the train because i was "sad", i'm not blaming anyone at all; i was just thinking, trying to look at the brighter side of things (actually from a third party point of view, what happened to me was hilarious!)... hehe... a series of misfortunes... =)... so there, the attempt of removing the other heel was a total fiasco. There was an unheeled slipper, which i think looked cool, and a heeled one, smiling, with a strap on the loose.

Minutes later when the train headed for pasir ris came, and since we were discussing whether to go to clementi or not (i "argued" that they go ahead but they didn't want to, they want to accompany me else they'd feel bad as well... i wanted them to go ahead because i'm the type of person who really doesn't want to waste other people's time because of my "misfortune" or more like because of what happened to me... I'm one of those who loves to say "the show must go on, go without me", it was also around 8:40 and Somerset is still quite far); we rushed to the train... There silence and well, for my part, thinking. A lot of ideas came to my head, and josh suggested quite a number of good ones. But heck, ya know i'm indecisive; ideas were good , they kept coming and all the more kept me confused. The obvious wasn't at all there (for me). Tanjong Pagar Station: I groped my bag in the hope of my EZ link card, none. My pockets none; then i realized that i was holding my EZ-link while i was looking for a bleacher (remember the mentos stuff earlier?), and we rushed off to the train: that trimmed down the look-out to the bleacher... Yep, i left my EZ-link card on the bleacher, and i "feared" that it's already stolen... More bad feelings building up... More thoughts... like remembering the time when I wanted to replace my ez-link with a new one because i misplaced the old one (coz that time i definitely have no choice but to do so), and yeah.. i have to buy a pair of slippers too, but got to handle the imbalanced height and the weird looking pair of slippers im wearin. So, one station, (was it tanjong pagar? or outram? hmmm....) i rushed off to the opposite train, giving the 3 people i'm with no choice but to stay on the train (hehe...ooops... coz trust me, i want them badly to go ahead). And thanks to Tuk for keeping the heel of my unheeled slipper on her bag =).

So there I was... Alone... Nah! I wasn't... I was asking Him what and/or why. I was calm... although when karen called for josh on my way back to bouna vista, i was distressed... can barely control though, but honestly, all along i was distressedly calm (or at least im not blaming anyone =P); hahaha...is there such a term?... Oh well... i think i kept that distressed look when i approached the control station in Clementi explaining my other "misfortune", and i guess acting came all natural... Or maybe i became an "actress" because what i acted is the real me (*wink wink*), effortless to beg and be scary at the same time...hahahahaaha... Well, the control man got mercy on me and gave me that mrt ride as a free one, but i have to pay 15 bucks for a new ez link. (the man cheered me up, he gave me an uplifting smile so i realized what happened to me wasn't at all bad... it gave other people the opportunity to do good =)... and be glad with what they did...)Well, the new EZ link is like the blue version of the one i lost... Although the pink design was way exquisite...

There... I got out of the station, rushed off indignantly for the nearest shoe shop. I got myself laughed at by a guy salesperson and typically got fooled/duped when they said the pair i liked was new. I knew it wasn't but anyway i find the design elegant so i bought it anyway; it was "low" quality or at least the shiny stuff on the sole got scraped off after the night, but in terms of price, in the Phil, i could've bought a nicer quality and nicer design in a lower price (the one i envied in Victo plaza--> i couldn't buy it because i already bought a new one from g-mall). It was well, a lil expensive... In fairness, the sandal, when on my feet, looks perfectly okay; it over-all gave me satisfaction, so in Sing Dollar term, i'm satisfied... no regrets...

Okay, so there... Sandal issue and EZ link issue solved... Back to the train, i was glad that my kor, josh and tuk were already in Orchard, although they waited for me outside.. I was expecting only Tuk... but oh well, nice friends are nice friends, you can't simply stop them from caring for you... hehe =P... Thanks! =)

Got a lil messy when i reached somerset because we didn't meet right away... Then there was chingay parade, and i saw a number of sexy american cheer leaders! hehe... im not lesbian kk? i'm also "sexy"...hahahaha... well that's according to Michael Gamalinda! =P

So we went off... and read kor's blog you'd know what happened inside...

as for me... i drank about 2 to 2.5 glasses of vodka... danced with Daniel (no not from KR, the one with Qiyin)... and then avoided him afterwards... maybe it's all my instinct... I don't want intimacy from a total stranger (even if it's one-sided like only he) so i wanted badly to go away from them, that's why when evelyn left, i somehow signalled Kor that we should leave too... and that was the time we looked for seats... Inside though i wanted to dance with KR people (which eventually happened while Kor danced again with her partner and Sundeep on the right)...LOL... i felt ashamed though... how i wished i went to a pub where nobody knows me!=P

that's about it! I just gave detail to the before KR bash...

and yeah... I reached the place around 10 pm... late! hehe... Oh well... it was just another uninteresting program... coz of the smokey, crowded, suffocating venue...sorry KR bash organizers! the venue just turned me off... or maybe because it was my first time on a Pub in Spore...

so yah

this sunday, i was blessed to meet Ricky Sanchez. I was dearly blessed to hear the song by Gary V. : "the warrior is a child" (Ricky composed it i think... did he?)... yeah... cool to meet in person a real proffesional song writer!

and SFS1 lesson was something... Got to know the enemy! satan and his demons (lucifer and the rest of the fallen angels)... We are in constant battle against them, everywhere... Even ryt now while i'm writing this...

God bless everyone! And always, always, TRUST in the Lord!

P.S. TITLE ISSUE

the fun i've missed? well, ryt now many Filipinos are in Sentosa, having fun, i thought Kor and Josh wouldn't go, but the probability of doing so, i thought, was small coz i think the two have overslept... I also turned down a FREE SAFARI NIGHT ticket, why? because I have something to do due tom. Nope not school stuff, but about an eternal investment... Sigh... SAFARI ZONE! I miss the tigers! =(.. but well... Opportunity cost of doing my DG assign, are sentosa fun with friends and Safari Night with wonderful saints... I believe what God would reveal to me by tomorrow is worth all those fun stuff =).  ¶ 9:27 PM