so much for the positive thinker oh well, I guess I have to be positive despite messing up my statics... thanks to my apparently innate carelessness... whoah... sniff.... I think I'm assured of losing a minimum of 20 out of a hundred, it could get worse to 50 plus considering the all others are well off... Umm... I'd say it's bad thanks to the curve thing... --> im in the skewed lower part...haha... I'm skewed!~ screwed! =P

anyway, im in the verge of getting a C or B for my statics final grade. Disappointing to know if I'll get a C... as in very disappointing... I'll be hopeless to get my target course. But I know God has a will for me, His plan maybe doesn't include an A+ in my statics and mechanics module but for sure whatever the outcome of His plan, by right, should outweigh this possible disappointment. Maybe I'm just not meant to become a Bioengineer or maybe God makes some twists out of the reality I perceive and I would turn out to be one. He can definitely change reality! Lord, so be it!

Anyway, I may lose the pride of being a bioengineer but I won't lose You! and that is essentially the more important reality for my existence. You have great plans for me yet they may get implemented in my life not the way I expected them to be. Lord, Ikaw na ang bahala sa tanan. =) But Lord, help me understand Your greatness and the greatness of Your plans.

Now, before I take my nap... Lord, Physics bukas! Pero I believe you have plans for all of us. Take away our anxiety and may we live finding joy in You! =)

always....




  ¶ 12:02 PM