shux... i feel crappy sometimes emotions are just too unreliable yet largely influential. I don't like it when emotions sway my rationale. I usually get worse than a guilty criminal.. It's sucky. When your head says no but your emotions are dying to do it and then you do it... Hugely hypocrital. Emotions are treacherous. Not only do they sway me in making wrong decisions. They also sometimes, when I don't feel God around, make me backslide from Him! Sometimes I wish I'm numb. But i can't because eventually when the sensitivity to emotions comes back, I'd feel worse for being insensitive...

Argh....

It's crappy when you don't know what to do. It's crappy when you wanted balance and there's this emotion stuff that causes imbalance while the mind tries to oversee balance...

Argh again...

Such a traitor...

But simply unavoidable...

What could a frustrated (emotion again) soul do?

  ¶ 5:12 PM