=) random thoughts Lord at first, I came to you because I want to be strong in this life
But to my surprise, you showed me how weak I am
You showed me how nothing I am compared to all your wonders
I am even worse than nothing compared to Your greatness alone
You showed me all the discouragements I have in this life
But despite all of this, You showed me how much You love me

Despite knowing the potential evil that lurked in my heart
You still love me
Despite the disappointments and betrayals I have done against you
You still love me
"When will you stop doing this? It's drowning me!"--> even when I say this
You still love me
I never asked You to love me!
But You still love me anyway, and you loved me first
You did not stop loving me until I gave in and have started loving you =)

Now, although the purpose of going to You was defeated
I found a new purpose of continuing to live in You
Now that I know how weak I am to live strong in this world
I can no longer move on from that fact without You
I am utterly nothing without You

At first, I came to you for more independence
But I ended up crippled and even worse, defeated
But I praise You oh Lord
For I found the meaning of this life in You
I am now dependent on You, and I long to be more dependent each day
For in You oh Lord, I have found real strength to overcome mountains!
Strength incomparable of what man could over-all offer
In you Lord, I became independent of the world
In you Lord, I found everything I needed!!!

I am losing my pride oh Lord because of You
But I do not care; I even rejoice of it...
Pride can only do me harm
But You my Lord give me life and hope in this fallen world....
Lord, I want to be Yours forever
Teach me your ways, so that I may continue to walk with You
Show me your wonders, so that I may boast of You in the world...


---to be continued later or soon =)... and will be edited too! =) ---



  ¶ 10:13 PM